Why right click me?
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Monday, February 8, 2010
Sick and Tired

In the morning, i had so many things in me that i wanted to blog..this and that..so very eager to do so but i can't because its not the right time..

Right..

Now, its the time that i can legally do so but i stopped dead here, looking at the screen projecting a very blank box with a blinking line in it, waiting for me to start blogging..

Well, maybe that's too much to be said that i ended up thinking "Oh, what the heck!Just forget and don't bother about it and go on like it didn't even occurred at all"

I hate people who says things harshly but asking opinions then ended up complaining about the 2 cents that the other party had given but also complain about their own 2 cents too..in a harshly manner..

Hmm..maybe i should look at the other side that the person actually didn't want your opinion at all..they just want to look for a punching bag to release tension..or just to yell at someone because they were unable to do so for a few days back as they are totally engrossed in themselves that they don't even want to just to mention a couple or few words to any other people beside them..

Shall i blame the person for that?
To me, its a no UNLESS the person just really want me as a punching bag and just dust himself or herself off and walk off..

I wonder the person knew that is what i felt when i met the person..
Anyway, i don't think the person ever give a damn at all as i can see it in the person's eyes that the person doesn't even give a damn about it..

Just my 2 cents that sometimes life..is not only a story..there are loads of storylines going on at the same time..isn't it?

Another thing i'm pondering on is..does EVERYONE loves to pick on new or a "small-fly" staff? Why doesn't the personal pick on others?

Oh, know what?? For both issues, WHATEVER!!!

I had really washed my hands off these issues and just let nature takes its path..

Just like addy once told me:
Jade, just try praying to God..ask him..which is the 1 just like i did and i really think this is the answer..

I've been doing so addy..i am..but as people usually says..god WILL give you the answer but its just a matter of WHEN..

After yesterday, i think i already had the answer from god..but he still left this doubt behind me although he given me the answer..God, why you do this to me..I'm really seeking for an answer that enables me to free myself from this..

I know..i know..you already given me but i'm the one who, unable to phantom your answer to me..okie, it takes time so god, i lay my thoughts on you for you guide me..thank you..

P/S: someone dedicated a poem to me and i would like to share it here on my blog..Thank you to the person who had written this for me but no worries okie, no matter what it is, we will still forever be friends so ain't need to miss me =)

I WILL MISS YOU
WHEN SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENED
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE
I WANT TO SHARE THE GOOD THING WITH

I WILL MISS YOU
WHEN SOMETHING TROUBLING ME
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE
WHO UNDERSTAND ME SO WELL

I WILL MISS YOU
WHEN I LAUGH AND CRY BECAUSE
I KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE WHO
MADE MY LAUGHTER GREW AND MY
TEAR TO DISAPPEAR

I WILL MISS YOU THE MOST
WHEN I SAY AWAKE AT NIGHT
THINKING OF ALL THE WONDERFUL
CONVERSATION AND THOSE TEXT MESSAGES
WE SHARED WITH EACH OTHER
THOSE ARE SOME OF THE BEST
TIME IN MY LIFE

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