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Friday, July 30, 2010
Thank you for everything

Today is the day..
The last day around here..
All were packed..
My cup that I had occupied the little space at the pantry..
The little plastic microwavable container for me to use the wave to heat up my lunch when after 1 month all people here will say "Jade DEFINITELY brought her lunch"

My crappy stationery..
My bottles of supplements
My scott's bottle
Everything..

I still remember the day I can for the interview, I scanned through the posters that were well posted on the notice wall briefly exposing first timers here on what this is all about..

I remember I told myself

I have to have this job


Its near..
Its convenient..
Its the job scope that I ever wanted..
All in one..

Then I was the one who stepped into the lab as my first day.

The first day I stepped into the lab, I was awed by the fact that it was well lit also so sophisticated and gigantic with secret-liked passage door form one section of the lab to another..

After a few more days of knowing this new home, it was more than convenience and job scope..the people here were equally great too..and thus, with a sincere heart I say

That had been my main reason to everyday get up with the rush of thinking working is great


How many chances that you get to feel the rush of wanting to go and work? I know it might sound crazy to you but that is the truth that I had in me

With that, I let my resume went stale and dusty in a file that I had a mindset not to touch it or use it no more but life is usually unpredictable huh?

As I had the last look of the lab was dimly lit, all benches and seats were pulled off..not what I very much expected to happen or experience..the place had been lesser with voices of the living around here because the number of living had been decreasing in here..

I had to leave..
Without a choice..

Before I went to rest for the next day ahead, I was wondering
Will I get to listen to honest random jokes?
Will I get to listen to random streetwise discussion instead of conversation that will only want to gain benefits in the end?
Will I get to see the sincere and truthfulness of someone instead of filled with some stupid hypocrite atmosphere?

Will I get to say Zarinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ and the one that they so called said she's like a "sister" or "nanny" (i-rissssssssssssssss)?
Not to forget those words of ahfongfong~, mook-mook~

My famous word when I joined here was: aHa~
Then it evolved to: sedihnyer! or so sad~
Then only it ended up to: Zarinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~,i-rissssssssssssssss, ahfongfong~, mook-mook~

As EVERYONE knows that I'm such green when I'm in and when I'm out, I'm even greener in all of you eyes..and forever will then be known as

The girl who cannot shut up and the girl who is forever crazy


As what Uchiyama-san told nimura-san when he asked about how am I after a month I'm placed. He said

Okie but crazy


P/s: Iris, you can now have your left side to be more peaceful already =P
To my supervisor, you can lay yourself to rest because you don't need to nurse a little child anymore..

Thank you for all the enlightenment in life. I dare say that I had learn so much ever since I set my foot in here everyday. Not only ion job scope but also being more open to how the big bad world is. Random conversations that might sound to be unfruitful and nothing much important had really make my day.

Although there ARE some unpleasant moments (faham-faham la kan) but THAT, I really wipe it off me and remain the ones that made me in the right track of mood..

I will really miss everyone here and I hope that we will meet one day..
p/s: zarina, let's beli baju anak lagi..ahaha






Thank you for the Farewell lunch for me and Lee Yin..its a quiet small do..as everyone was tired about the shifting and also have lots of thoughts in their mind




WAS my spot


Thank you Lee Yin


Thank you Zarina..biler la dapat sayer rasa chocolate dan kek kamu lagi ye?


Nice? Please visit her blog to check out her highly skilled decorative method..boleh order tau~ =) http://rezekiwalon.blogspot.com/


Thank you Iris for everything..from listening to me complaining, whining and being a child..


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Monday, July 12, 2010
two takes and one more soon??

Take 1:



Before the small do by the home..the usual routine of killing, noises, screaming, crying and stubborn-ness
还没开始得时候。。平时的喊, 哭和吵闹


All settled and here we go~




Thank you for the small do and the effort..

At this point..it made me ponder that kids now a day are really really lucky..
Back then we have images of kids from homes are poor, unresourceful and all but the actual fact that..well, besides the owning like clothing and all are indeed not much but they we treated by people..I mean, at home, we do things all by ourselves..cooking, cleaning, washing but here, there's someone being employed to do so..

Someone to cook..
Someone to clean..
Someone to even SERVE them!!


Talk about modern homes for the needies!!!

很想说“谢谢你们”。。
虽然是很简单的。。
但,哪一天让我觉得现在的小朋友很幸福了。。
以前我们会觉得孤儿院是一个很穷的地方。。
我们在家要自己洗和厨。。所有是我们自己做。。
现在:

有人洗。。
有人厨。。
有人 serve!!


Btw, talk about cake eating session!!! God, what a MESS!!
他吃到很恶心 =P

Take 2:

Okie, so I ended up in Bel Pesto Sakae..*Sigh*




Lebih-lebih meng-order sushi set...but okie la~ *using Uchiyama's tone*






The stranger claims a last few hours blow-off-candle session for a person that the stranger claims "little" with a little cake..

So, I presume its

a little cake for a little Jade??


**Hate Thank you Mr. CG for that nickname la =P **

Thank you for all wishes and blessings =)

The occasion humour:
**When cake arrives**
Person 1: You did not mention anything so I presume you're busy so no celebration
Me: Omg!!! Do I need to ANNOUNCE it to everyone in the house or even other situations when I got up in the morning?
Person 2: Its 11? Not 12 July?
Me: *No comments as its not important if it was remembered or not*

Stranger 和一个小蛋糕来到刚刚好是几个小时 blow-off-candle session 给一个人, stranger 他自己觉得是 “小”
所以,我应该所:

小小的蛋糕给小小的“玉”


**谢谢 Mr. CG。。不是因为你, 我没有多一个名

谢谢大家的祝福

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Friday, July 9, 2010
Comment option went faulty~

A STRANGER told me that he/she can't post a comment on my blog because the visual verification does not appear..

Well, just type your usual comments on the comment box and then just simply hit

Publish your comment


The next loaded page will appear WITH the visual verification..

Thank you

Have a nice day and happy comment-ing~

=P

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Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Checklist

All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go


Here I am..singing this song again (Previously was when I went to Johore)
Let me see where I should begin..
Look at my desk..
Filled with..erm..stuffs..
(1) daily supplements
(2) stationery
(3) snacks
(4) documents?
(5) laptop clean up
(6) fruits clean up
(7) rest-back
(8) my trusty calendar

See, nothing had been strike off..I'm not starting a all..okie..I should..*sobs*


All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go


有唱这一个歌词。。 (那天唱是因为去 Johore)
我不知道从那里开始
看看我的桌子一下。。
很多东西!!
(一) 我的维他命
(二) 文具
(三) 食物
(四) documents?
(五) format 电脑
(六) 水果
(七) rest-back
(八) calendar

我什么都还没 clean up。。
我应该开始了吧。。

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Friday, July 2, 2010
*Sigh*

I'm leaving..
I'm leaving..
I'm so reluctant to leave..
I don't want to leave..
But I have to leave..

I miss you my little unseen able with naked eye little rascals..
I can't meet you guys no more..

I'll miss the people around me too..
Hope to meet you guys again..

Things are changing..
We are changing too..

hmm..am I doing it right?
Is this the right decision?

**No translation for this post**

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