Wednesday, January 27, 2010
mixed feelings
Have you ever decided something and then ended up regretting it?
Do i really feel regret or i just had a bad mood so everything also seems bad to me?
*Sigh*i don't know..
Its crazy with human feelings huh?
I'm here being so extremely reluctant to continue to sit here until working hours had pass..
I feel like..going home..
I hate going out without having a "swim" and maybe that tells me why i feel so reluctant now?
It is so extremely cold here yet i can't turn up the temperature because people around here are like those who used to live in Arctic or Antarctic..full blast fan with the lowest temperature that the air cond can go..and this setting applies to the 3 machines in the SAME room..a room that is as small as..erm..a classroom?
Half of us are putting on mask IN the office because half of them are unwell and this gives you the creeps every time you step into the office..well, it is normal for us to put on a mask because at times, weather you're sick or not, a mask is essential to avoid contaminating our babies (notice that is not because of our safety..ahaha)
There's so much i want to write..so much i want to tell but people will be saying "boring boring, too wordy~ no picture"..
Well, blogs are not only meant for pictures of food or some of your vacation pictures or goods that you want to sell or stuff that you just bought or to advertise your beauty by frantically clicking away photos that shines you or something funny or a deco or..well, you get the picture of what i'm trying to say..
If i were to saja saja just find gambar to post..alamak..there's no meaning to my blog anymore..sebab bukannya itu yang saya nak share or express..
Another thing that clouds my mind is..how much, till what extend that will someone helps the other? A subjective question again huh? Well, back to work..need to check out on how to make my babies more outstanding to the world..if i don't help myself, dream on, on having someone to help you..even you help yourself also tak ada orang tolong, apatah lagi if you tak help yourself?
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