Not feeling gay

Not feeling joyful..

Just..mono..

*Bored*

Things happened every now and then..

Makes me think that..

There's NOTHING best than yourself helping yourself

No matter how close the person is to you, how fakely mentioned its okie to take up the favour, the less likely the person means willingly to take up the favour

How many humans in tis world practically do not consider the advantage that they will be getting when they waste their time and effort on something for another person?

I think in 10, 9 1/2 of people tends to see what benefits themselves or to gain something and when they got it, they tend to peel off the mask and start showing colours..

Humans usually treat those close to them less likely than outsiders..when friends say this or that some will just say yes yes although at the corner of their mind,it's frantically shouting a no..but when the person is close, such as relatives, spouses, parents..asking for the same favour, we tend to just say no..

Who should we please?

Why should we please a stranger than ourselves?

Why?

Thus, i daresay i please no one..friend or spouse or parents or whatever, when its a no, its a no..and not a no that only refers to certain category of people..

Hypocrites

As the saying goes
“Every man alone is sincere. At the entrance of a second person, hypocrisy begins.”
Ralph Waldo Emerson (American Poet, Lecturer and Essayist, 1803-1882)


“He is a hypocrite who professes what he does not believe; not he who does not practice all he wishes or approves”
William Hazlitt quotes (British Writer, best known for his humanistic essays. 1778-1830)

Okie..i think i've mentioned this the umpteen times..

"IT'S A RANDOM WEEKEND"

BUT

Was well spent..although wasn't the usual some RANDOM jobs but attended wedding..

As usual, RANDOM pictures were taken (GOD!! i feel like a random person!!)

But this unintentional random picture caught my attention..

I don't know but i think this picture really tells you a lot but with unspoken words..

It can be the intimate relationship between a mother and the child

It also gives the picture of the love between 2 people from a different world (different personality)

and more feeling that i cannot describe by words..



Don't you feel it too?

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS

Is it just me or it is a lazy Friday?

*Sigh*

After our unplanned visit plus holiday to Ipoh, Perak.. I felt so extremely lazy when i got back to work..

Worst of all, my leaves are gone..zero, nil, nada..you name it..when everyone else are busy on leave..

*Sigh*

Anyway, that god that time passes very fast in the morning but sadly NOT in the afternoon..(What in the world??!)

PLUS

It HAS it RAIN in the morning to make it worst for me because i told myself "5 more minutes" and hit the snooze button that actually lags for 9 minutes instead of 5..

*Yawn**Yawn*

Even the someone in the office near dozed off due to extreme boredom or extreme laziness of the December month..

*Sigh*

Blame the day because it is fri (Sat means no work..p/s: only applicable to those who work 5 days a week)

Blame the month because it is December (End of the year + a well known Holiday month)

Blame the weather because it is so chilly and cool due to the rainy season

Blame the bacteria because it needs time to grow

Blame the sample source for not stepping themselves right up to our doorstep

Blame the air conditioner being too well functioned that gave us a Genting Highland feel

Blame it all around us =P

Just a call away and mum said

We need to get back

For her stepmum's funeral..

She asked me am i attending or not..when she already WANTS me to attend..

I hate people who does this..you already WANT me to go or do or die also go, then why still ask the STUPID Q?! That's what made me mad..

Okie, i admit that i was RELUCTANT to go..yes, i am RELUCTANT..you didn't read it wrongly..

Call me cold hearted
Call me heartless
Call me all you want
but
HONESTLY speaking, will you gofor someone although related to you but seems like a stranger to you because they seldom or i can say only 10 words a year when we meet?

I mean..sometimes..humans are hypocrites when you come to think of it..
I admit that i WILL go BUT not with a heart..
GOing for the sake of i NEED to go..
I know it sounds bad, wicked, cruel..say all you want but ask yourself, it happens to you too, you just don't want to face it..

Moreover, all the stories you heard about the masa lampau..Alright..everyone has their wicked side..but there's a category of people where the wicked outweights the good (notice that i did not say 101% wick and no goodness)and the good outweights the wicked-ness..

Kolam Air Panas, Air Panas, Johor

That was the leftover of JOhore~

SOmetimes, you just wish that you NEVER EVER mentioned to a perso about something you have..

For example, let's say a person has a cronic disease..and the patient doesn't want to be treated like there's something wrong or abnormal about them..but people being people tend to do so..

JUst like if you have something people tend to be IGNORANCE..
With the excuse, why worry, you have *for you to fill in the blanks* when at the 1st point the same personnel said that it does not help much

Take 1:
So tmr the whole lab is having a meeting together after lunch and my colleague semangat until she suggested to ALL WEAR PURPLE tmr..

and she also added that

You know, people said that purple colour resembles a person who is sexually depressed

Everyone in the lab was like..o0ooH~ with the shocked look

So i said..in that case, tmr everyone has to be sexually depressed??

The my crazy colleague who suggested that said

Yea, because its meeting tmr..

aha ha~

Take 2:
I made cookies again =)

Surprisingly Uchi-san said

Your biscuits, okie! Nice!

I was and still am jumping for joy =)

Take 3:
There's always something that someone feels pissed off with and today i got that offend made me badly want to blog on in order to release it from me..

People might think that, that is a small matter, no biggie but for me it really really pisses me off and made me feel like telling the person

Hello, you don't need to CHEW that loud..we know you're having your meal..

Chewing certain food that has the sound indicates it is crunchy is okie..

Chewing something with your mouth open because the food is too tough is okie..

Sipping HOT soup (not cold) is okie..

Talking with your mouth full, to me its okie too..

But makan something that is NOT suppose to have some sound pisses me off..

At times, it made me lost my appetite too..

Like you want to brag that you had food in your hand or you're eating and we can't have a bite on it..

I don't know why but to me it sound disgusting..

I hope i don't have that chewing sound from unnecessary types of food when i'm chewing..if i do, let me know..i'll get rid of that ASAP!

So, we were tourist ourselves in our own country..we even need this to keep us on track


Mee rojak for lunch-day1


I don't know~ but it looked good











the view from the room



The Budgeted hotel for the trip


Bakso for dinner-day1

Even an x-trail can't bring us in that far..should've gotten a pajero







uchi-san and fong-san




Hutan Simpanan kekal, Johor


The shit that we were so HAPPY to see (omg, this is what you get when you're on the same boat) but ended up me and uchi-san said "its dog shit la~"..hampeh cik mun




Mushroom that changes colur after awhile..


Supposing, i mau tunjuk the whole load of frog eggs..it really looks like sago


This one, supposing mau show there are MILLIONS of termites walking or marching ever so systematically in their line! my god..fascinating..

Apart from the fascinating nature but its a replanted forest..so we didn't get much i must say (except cik mun..so happy to get lots of termites..nak pinjam tubes untuk simpan lagi tu!)