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Friday, April 30, 2010
Random~

**due to some of my friends are not able to read Chinese, I now, would post blog in dwibahasa..or tribahasa..sebab bahasa malaysia also..hehe..

上个post我知道很多错的字。。
但,我也会持续写中文虽然多错。。很谢谢我的colleague鼓励我。。如果有什么字我用错了他或是她会提醒我
我觉得我很久没写blog。。
太多烦恼了!!
应该不是烦恼吧。。
是很多很多我不想要得事发生让我觉得在这里工作很不开心。。
不但我一个吧了。。

The previous post, I know there's ample of mistakes on my chinese characters
But I will still carry on blogging in chinese although there's so many mistakes I've made so many mistakes that my colleague here being so supportive by correcting it when he sees any wrong character used..

*thanks*

I think I haven't been blogging for quite awhile..
God, I'm so stressed up!!!
Well, maybe not stressed..its more of like things that you don't want it to happen, happens made me had the feeling of not wanting to work as I'm happy no more =(
Apparently, I'm not the only one who thinks so..

但,虽然小朋友也很坏蛋但是他们让我觉得开心一点儿。
他们的存在带了快乐在我的世界里面。。

Well, with all these happening but the kids that I meet everyday lightens things up..although they are indeed very mischievous in their own way..
The little rascals did brought some light into my life despite all the ugly deeds that they had done..
Kids are always being kids




你看这一个小孩,很可爱。。他也很乖。。
有些小朋友坏蛋很不得了!!!

Look at this kid..he is cute isn't it? Okie, he looks very obedient and he indeed is..
But there are some kids who looked obedient but in fact god knows why he or she so “active”


谢谢,有些学生给我一些礼物因为(这一次,我的因为是对了!!!)她去了日本。。
通常Kitkat的包装是红色但,这一个包装是绿色的Kitkat。。
因为,这一个口味是Wasabi =)
特别吗?
也是巧克力但,不会辣虽然是Wasabi的口味。。

I would like to express my appreciation to my girl who given me this because she went to Japan for vacation and bought me this..
Normally, the Kitkat is red in colour but this one is very special..its green in colour..
why so??What’s so special??
Because it is a Wasabi flavoured chocolate
Its still a chocolate but it is not as spicy as the usual wasabi that we’ll be having in a normal Japanese restaurant




TEMPE!!!!
这一个是tempe。。我爱吃的。。谢谢Puvee让我吃这一个好吃的大马delicacy
我还不是很会这么样要厨tempe!!!
浪费了那包tempe。。
别担心!!我也是有吃完他!!没有浪费!!

This is my favourite local food..(thank you Puvee for the introduction of this splendid delicacy..okie, so its a dish but to me its a delicacy)
Its TEMPE!!!
*Yummy!!*
But I still unable to get the right formulae to get this tempe cooked..
As a result, I think I’ve wasted those packets of tempe given to me
No worries!!! I DID finish the tempe that I had badly treated it!! So no wastage happened =)

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Sunday, April 25, 2010
谢谢你的存在

您应为这样要背叛我?

哪,您有想过我的?
那一天,您工作。。
没可能我说不要做。。

对我来说,不里哪一个日子也好,不是说或是那个人得心是要跟您是最重要吗?
您自己说"如果一个人要being killed也有原因为什么 你 不能跟我讲原因"?

Then what about now????

您,忘记您说过的话但我会。。永远记得。。
不知道为什么我会记得。。

希望您会找到一个会真真的让您明白什么是两个人的世界
可能我做不到或是做您不想要得。。
您要得,我做不到。。

或是您自己不明白什么是两个人的世界吧。。

希望您有很好得 memories 应为您给了我一个真的了不得的 memory 和您给了我一个真的了不得的悲痛。。

谢谢你的 memories。。
谢谢你的存在。。

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
這就是愛嗎?

我找了!!这一个歌,让我觉得我们要好好的想我们爱或是以為愛吧了。。

你確定這就是愛嗎
真的愛我嗎
手牽著手漫步斜陽 就當作浪漫

兩個人眺望遠方
以爲愛的晴朗
當我回頭望 卻 已淚濕了眼眶

當夕陽變成星光 當愛情換了方向
你一如過往 對愛太緊張
但未來又會怎樣
未知的明天總讓我徬徨
誰給我力量

我不怕你 愛不愛我 
只害怕你 以為愛我
抓緊我 不算擁有 你總學不會放手

我不怕你 不懂愛我
只怕你 把習慣 當作愛
你猜不透 我要什麼

喔 你猜不透 我要什麼

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Friday, April 16, 2010
Give a Dog a Home

Hey, for those who would like to adopt a dog..feel free to drop by:

Date: 17 April 2010
Venue: Waterfront at Desa Parkcity
Time: 11am - 6pm


Paws Mission will hold its inaugural adoption drive with more than 30 cute and adorable puppies, mostly below the age of six months, looking for homes as well as several adult dogs.

Volunteers are also needed urgently to help in the daily care of these animals. If you are willing to foster or help out at the shelter, contact Fan at 012-205 2906, Sam at 012-290 0215 and April at 012-327 8060.

or log on to
http://everydoghasitsday09.blogspot.com/
for more information..

Thank you =)

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Thursday, April 15, 2010
a vast difference of morning and evening

Take 1:
(Indirectly tell me to but acting like telling to the whole universe)Don’t log on to *for you to fill it in*
But the other people not very far from me ALWAYS or FREQUENTLY plays games at it at all times for long hours..
So, tell me,
On purpose?
Why watch me like I’m a mouse and you’re the hawk?
If it is so,
FYI, this mouse doesn’t go hiding..
And this mouse NEVER try to bribe you with a snake or whatever larger animal that a hawk eats as offerings..
My kind sister said “but, evaluation wise…”
Know what? I DON’T CARE..
Thank you for your concern..i seriously really appreciate it but at the very moment I’m sick and tired of all this shits..
Oh come on, I think its more like a crow waiting for its prey to die..
WHATEVER!

Take 2:

He came and distributed out gifts and someone started unwrapping it and everyone shouted for joy..
Then the whole lab started unwrapping it and comparing what each other gets..the rabbit and frog were nice but I got this:


Cute isn't it?
Well, its equally cute too..maybe I should get the rabbit and the frog myself..but
if I were to do so, I think I wouldn't want to anymore because there's no meaning towards it..

Thank you Goh-san =)
We will always miss you..

God, I thought I'll never able to open my mouth and talk so loud no more..even my colleague asked me why am I not talking like before..

As I mentioned he was the only one who dares to talk and triggers things around..

*Sigh*

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Finally the internet is back..
And I can FINALLY blog!!
*YAY*

Apart from the crazy off and on internet fiesta here..
The ugly black footwear arrived..


It looks like a footwear for school children but then it cost 10 times than the little kids wears those to school
With all the humongous and sophisticated paddings and all..
God, its like wearing a sweater on your feet!!


So a hyper expensive footwear was purchased for everyone here..but still, we still wear a cheap footwear (slipper) around
Ahaha
Comfort outnumbered price and value..
Just like life..

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010
porn in phone

Alright, this might be an interesting post for some of you all or to some, it might be a sensitive issue..

Recently, I accidentally saw a guy’s mobile phone,
Okie, this is normal right

BUT

The mobile phone..kept 20 over porn video clips..
Omg, Is it normal
Is it a small matter?
Not a big deal??

Honestly speaking, I felt so very damn disgusted..
I felt..

EWW!!!

In your mobile phone???!!!
OMG..

Too obsess?
Pervert?

So why does this happen?
Honestly, I feel very disturbed by this
I feel so extremely disgusted (恶心)


God forbid..
Why do guys or whoever are so obsess in all these
Why do guys or whoever watched all these..

Seriously I feel so disgusted about it..
So disturbed about it
Like a sex maniac is your friend or whatever it is

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Monday, April 5, 2010
Cinderella loosing her glass shoe

Sometimes is it meant to be that way or its just me making it slipped off me?
Do I really need a break or its just me?
Do I really need to WASTE it?
Is it THAT essential that I need to scarify myself so much?
Why am I the only one..like a one man show?
I think I’m the one giving more than getting..
Is it because that..
There’s no chemistry between us?
As a matter of fact there IS NO chemistry between us in any way either
But why..WHY!!
Is it me?
Or I’m just trying to fit myself in a shoe that I myself unable to fit?
And now I tend to feel the shoe is rather tight and gave me blisters?
Previously it was just discomfort now blisters..
But in a surprising way..
Its blisters that doesn’t make me throw it away..why?


Maybe that’s the limit..
Giving too much too try to fit has its limit..
And now it is the limit..
But whenever you’re that limit, things will try to make it right again..
And then it loops again..
God, please..what does this mean?

Yea..maybe is the timing and the fact that I daresay it only worked one way..
I should be from the other side but why…?
Oh, how ironic..

As the English saying goes

If the shoe fits

Jade, the shoe doesn’t fit..don’t force yourself into it..besides, why are you doing it to yourself anyway?
That’s why they say,
Some things are BLIND

Is it me being so hurt that made me decide this or is it just the right way to undertake this?
You think time and distance will kill this?
At first I did said yes silently in my mind
But after awhile and suddenly it is in front of you
God forbid!
Some things are REALLY REALLY DAMN BLIND!

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Friday, April 2, 2010
I know!!!why worry!!!

Sometimes some people can be a pain in the ass..
Why does always have to be me?!
Hello, I know what to shred and what not to okie!
I’m the one who is cleaning all the junk that you guys had previously pass it down to me..
There’s so many double or even triple copies if it..
Some are highly old printed worksheet that were not needed anymore..
And some laboratory safety and manual that all newbies has it during the very first day that they stepped their feet in here..
So I left it at the other side to pass it over to be used by admin because they are the one who handles all these..

And suddenly I was being blamed in shredding off those manuals..
Hello, they are like 1 cm thick of loose papers!
If I were to do so, do you think you won’t be seeing me standing there the whole day beside that bleeding paper shredder machine??!!

Jeez!

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Thursday, April 1, 2010
People come and go

New month,
Same life,
*oops* Same ROUTINE life,
But he left,
As I mentioned before..things will be rather quiet around here..
*Sigh*


Goodbye, Goh-san

Oh well, when I arrived today..
I was surprised to see everyone was outside waiting for the key..
No wonder..the person who normally opens the door when to the other side before here..
So thank god I have it..

Then we notice someone in common..

Looks great huh?
But is it REALLY a leaf??
Look closer..




Its an insect!!!!

Wonders of nature..
But as usual..with it sticking around the lab..
Uchiyama-san WILL NOT allow it to go
Hence it is in a Falcon tube now..
All the best little leaf-look-a-like creature

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