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Friday, February 13, 2009
let YOURSELF go

There are times, where thingscan't be your way

My bf, or I should say my ex now..we had been together for 4 years..we are different..honestly, i did try to make ends work..everyone knows i'm the type who wants something, will definately strive for it..but sometimes..if the issue needs both people to work on it, it might not be it..

The other party is not as strong as you are..they can't handle it..thus they let go..you've seriously done evrything..to gain that confidence in him..but he seems not to pick up your point or your deed on this..then why you are hurting yourself??

Is he worth it?Is he giving you all the assurance and strength as a guy role?He did not..he doesn't even dare to apologise to your parents and yet he still blame you..says that he has that "memory"..i started to blame myself for this then..but girl!..the root of thr reason??He did not accept you as who you are..is that worth for you to cry over someone like this girl?

YOur deviating away from your aim..you want someone who

cared for you
..yes, he did..you want someone who

understands you, acceptes you..love you for who you are..
did he did this?NO.If he did, he accepted you as who you are..not kept on saying
"if i know you're a malay-chinese edu chinese, i wouldn't want you"
..

someone who is willing to solve problems with you, go through the rough with you
..did he?NO. Girl, this is not the 1st time he avoided problem, right?

Yes, he did held you tight, kept you warm, you laugh, you feel the joy..but he forgotten that..

He always said that you did not love him enough simply because you did not mention much..and honestly, i've seriously done every single thing to put the love into action like caring and etc instead of just merely saying it..

I've handmade things for him..because i didn't want to only buy..its the same..i want something that he'll keep and only symbolizes us..at 1st, he said he lve it..he sealed you with a kiss..honestly girl, when problem arises??What did he said?

He said
"you give me CHEAP things. My friends gets things like wallets, belt, watches..and you gave me all those..i have NOTHING..you given me NOTHING"
..

Is this the type that you want?Honestly, i gave my heart with it when i handmade it..it not the thoughts only..its also my feelings..He didn't realize that..He is too absorbed into people around him than you..

You loved him so much until you are thinking of his welfare only..and not others around you..worst of all, you're not even thinking of your own welfare..you study like mad just to make up the time that you've gone out with him..because you know if you don't, you'll drop..and honestly, i DID NOT ever, complained a single thing about "why am i doing this to myself just because of him??!!"..i did not..because i know both studies and him are equally important..i seriously think, by studying all out now, then we go out..with him, its my relax time..i have hobbies..but i didn't want to waste my time on it..i just want to be with him..

Hat did he said girl?Seriously, he said
"you always study study study..THAT'S ALL!"

..seriously, after studying this hard, i'm still an average..VERY average..i did not aim for sky high marks..i seriously did not..is it, that people wants a bf that supports you..girl, did he?? He didn't..

NOw, he is blaming you for all and he is leaving..you're here trying to make ends meet again..

Yet, he still had no effort on trying to work it out..explain to both sides about the situation here..

Girl, you've done your part..
i said to myself,"I CAN'T LET HIM GO"
Then girl, LET YOURSELF GO..
You tried..
He is not worth your tears..
You've seriously done enough..
He doesn't even have the courage to make things right girl..
He avoids you instead of trying to work things out together..
He doesn't even dare to tell you "I WANT A BREAK UP"..althought you asked him a few times that he wanted to break is it..
Girl, HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO TRY TO PUT AWAY HIS FEARS TO MAKE THINGS WORK..IS THIS THE TYPE THAT BRINGS HAPPINESS INTO YOU..PERMENANTLY?



LET YOURSELF GO

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