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Sunday, October 5, 2008
under the shadow..forever??!!!

I have an elder brother and he went overseas to persue his degree. My mum was like "After he finished his studies ya da ya da then you are going there also and take up something..a 1 year course"...

I was like,"WHAT THE...??!!"*in mind*..He gets to choose what he wants to do..and I wasn't even asked about what I want and just ORDER me to go here and there?!I was like..
a)because I'm a girl
b)they just desperately want me to go there for no apparent reason

Honestly, ppl say going oversea is better..but, I really don't have the urge to do so. So what if my brother is DYING to go there..does that resembles me too?Does it?!He is my spine?my mind?

I know they will say things like "it's for your own good" and bla bla bla..But come on, I can't decide for myself is it? It's not that JUST BECAUSE they order me to go so I want to go against it so I'm not going. Honestly, I'm really really not INTERESTED at all to go. Maybe I will if I have no other choices like I can't look for a job here to keep me going..But I haven't even TRY yet..If I really had to go, its really the last resort..If everything goes well here, I wouldn't want to go there. For vacation, indeed great but for a long term..the PR thingy and being a resident thingy..I think, its a no for me for now. I want to give it a try over here and i'm definately NOT DESPERATE to go there..

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