Wednesday, January 26, 2011
unsure
There's always a something to blog about but when it is time to able to blog, I tend to unable to type out what it has to be and therefore I always stare at the blinking cursor ahead of me and then a blank post box..
Why this?
Probably due to the fact that there are somethings that are very difficult to be explained through words instead..
Maybe to express it out to a someone instead of a lifeless blog, isn't it?
But the issue will still be there..
I hate days where you're unsure about yourself.
About what you want.
About what you wish for.
About what you hope.
About what you foresee.
About what you expect.
About what you're about to go through.
I was sure.Sort of.
Then I realised that I wasn't sure at all actually.
I ignored it. Again.
Yet, the issue arises again.
So, there's no denial to that no more.
But now its the fact that how could all these be reverse?
I don't want to erase it.
Because no matter how bad something happened, but it still leaves a piece in me.
But I just hope to reverse it.
Have you ever looked back to your doings and find some of it disgust or unfavours you now and wonder why in the world you did that previously?
If it doesn't involve hurting someone..then its fine.
But what if it does?
How can you reverse it back?
Apart from that, ever had the feeling of
You hate a person
Also
Favours the person at the same time
Confused about the person
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Friday, January 14, 2011
错了但是放不下
*Yawn*
Is what yours truly plans to start this post with..
God I'm really wiped out today and I still have a hyper long day to go!
Should get a dose of caffeine in me later in the afternoon in order to keep myself alive in the evening and night to be functional..
Today feels like..a new day..though not in a fresh mode..
Everything that are meant to be done by me are wrong in either or choices I made..
With that I foresee myself being exceptionally clueless in this..
I would like to emphasize the fact that, in my dictionary there's no such thing as a guy breakdown regards to what the normal social norms poses weaknesses..
Hello, guys also have feelings??
Blame the god for saken social norms for all these unnecessary issues like guys must not cry, girls must have humongous bosom and butt or an hourglass figure or a model's look and features
Looking back at what had occurred..
How bad that it affects you when you hurt someone so much?
The only thing to find out is there's no other ways to make the one feeling unhurt other than the way of reversing what had been said..
Have you ever felt being so helpless?
Feeling of there's nothing that can be done?
Or the feeling of reversing time?
Or the fact that you can do nuts?
*Oops*
The Brandy's "Have you ever" is automatically playing by itself now
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
*打瞌睡*
我真的很爱睡。。
今天真的很累但是我还有很长的一天要度过！！
我觉得下午， 我会喝一杯咖啡来吧自己不要打瞌睡
今天的感觉好像。。一个新的一天。。虽然不是新鲜的感觉因为打瞌睡。。
我做的一切好像統通都是错得。。这样有错那样有错。。
我都不知道应该做什么才对。。
我也很想说， 谁说男孩不能流眼泪?
男孩不是人吗?
Social norms的错！巴这一个想法粘在人的心里面。。比如说，男人不能哭。。女人一定要美丽的身材
我想起来过了的事。。
一个您很注意的人，您巴他伤心了，您有什么感觉呢?
对我来说最痛苦的是我没有那个能力巴一切变好除了巴所有的话存回来。。
您有试过好像没有用的感觉吗?
觉得没有什么可以做。。
或是想要巴时间reverse
或是您真的觉得很没有用
Expressed and Shared @ 10:41:00 AM |
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Caught in the middle
I'm feeling tad lazy now a days..
I wonder why~
Please god, give me the strength to be able to NOT to be lazy..
Choices that we made or make in life..
How sure are you that it will be right?
Intuition?
Speculation?
Research?
Analyzing?
Which is you?
or rather in WHICH circumstances that one will think with their heads and WHICH circumstances that one will just follow their heart?
The feeling of you know it might not be right. But you can't easily say NO to decline that choice because the NO choice hurts you in the sense of perceive..
Felt it before?
Like stuck in the middle or so?
Between you, the other and the society..
I hate being stuck in all angles..
这几天，我不知道为什么我觉得很懒惰。。
为什么呢?
希望我不会那么懒惰啦！
我们每天都会做决定。。
但是， 您肯定您得决定是对的吗?
感觉?
觉得?
已经偵查了?
已经量了好和坏处?
您是哪一个呢?
或是，是在哪一个情况才您会巴感觉来决定或是哪一个情况您会用头脑去做决定?
不对的感觉但是您不能说“不要，不要”来解决问题因为会巴自己感觉到痛苦。。
有试过这样的感觉吗?
好像您站在中间。。
您，别人和社会。。
我很恨站在中间！！
Expressed and Shared @ 9:44:00 AM |
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Monday, January 3, 2011
Bliss and sorrow
This is the second attempt and it turned out well as it is..KOT =P
第二次设法。。还好。。啦！ =P
The main ingredient is PINEAPPLE because there a whole load of pineapples and the scent of it DECAYING was swarming around my house!
Hence, pineapple sauced chicken was made~
我的主要得料是： 黄梨。。
我的家有特别多黄梨！！
黄梨的要坏得味道几臭！！
就是这样， 做了： 黄梨鷄
Its dark~
I think the onion should be blamed on it..
The Onion Soup that was chosen..
Me:
The chicken NEEDS to be de-fat
*NO action or respond to that*
Ended I did it myself AND it is still rather oily..luckily it had been de-fat!!
一点儿黯..可能是因为洋葱的关系吧~
洋葱变成我们的選之。。
我： 要把鷄的肥油丢掉
*没有什么respond*
最后我做。。但是还是很油。。
Cheese!!!cheese!!! OMG!!!
But not enough of it =(
The dish main actor/actress: eggplant
*End of self-made dishes*
最爱得cheese！！！
但是应该放不够 =(
主要得料是： eggplant
I finally get to taste this!! =)
But an honest issue that its rather costly ya..
But heck, worth the try..
Also, I do have the recipe but too bad..i don't have the crepe to make the edible crepe =(
我可以这一个蛋糕了！！！！
虽然有一点儿贵。。
我还是想吃！！！
Anyway, the left, Vanilla Crepe and the right, Strawberry Crepe
Bliss under a few layers of melancholy~
信服的痛苦
Expressed and Shared @ 8:59:00 AM |
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