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Monday, December 27, 2010
Cooking when home alone~











These were said to be not PRESENTABLE


Brownies but does not taste like brownies..more like honey-heavily-stuffed-with-chocolate-cake

Loads of candies and also loads of barley around too~
=)


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Friday, December 24, 2010
Hokey pokey: magical + sweet

Take 1:
Paste paste paste..

What is the definition of PASTE?
According to The Free Dictionary (Source: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/paste),

PASTE means A soft, smooth, thick mixture or material, as:
a. A smooth viscous mixture, as of flour and water or of starch and water, that is used as an adhesive for joining light materials, such as paper and cloth.
b. The moist clay or clay mixture used in making porcelain or pottery. Also called pâte.
c. A smooth dough of water, flour, and butter or other shortening, used in making pastry.
d. A food that has been pounded until it is reduced to a smooth creamy mass: anchovy paste.
e. A sweet doughy candy or confection: rolled apricot paste.


Hokey pokey called cheese cakes, be it strawberry or blueberry or whatever are cheese PASTE instead of cheese CAKE

Cheese...PASTE??!!!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
Abruptly, the cake..or paste is no longer palatable to me!!
It doesn't sound..appetizing no more!
Although it is true that it is PASTE but~
Hmm..paste..hmm..

Take 2:
I'm sensitive to scent..I daresay
So we were having some random conversation and I said I *died*
Hokey pokey said
my scent can revive you

AHAHAHAHAAH!!!
Well, maybe it will huh?

**Fast facts: By refer also to The Free Dictionary (Source: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/hokey-pokey),

Hokey pokey means
1) another word for hocus-pocus
2) (Cookery) NZ a brittle toffee sold in lumps

Hokey pokey has the sweetness AND also the magic

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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
現在很想見你



昨晚上很開心有個夢
Zuo Wan Shang Hen Kai Xin You Ge Meng
(Last night I had a happy dream)
這個夢日日夜夜在心中
Zhe Ge Meng Ri Ri Ye Ye Zai Xin Zhong
(This dream is all I ever think of)
我撐開一把雨傘
Wo Cheng Kai Yi Ba Yu San
(In this dream I opened an umbrella)
展現我的勇敢
Zhan Xian Wo De Yong Gan
(I was courageous)
陪你走過熱鬧街頭
Pei Ni Zou Guo Re Nao Jie Tou
(Walking along the busy street with you)

你突然握著了我的手
Ni Tu Ran Wo Zhe Le Wo De Shou
(Suddenly you held my hand tightly)
你一定感覺到我的顫抖
Ni Yi Ding Gan Jue Dao Wo De Zhan Dou
(You must have felt me trembling)
在耳邊小聲說話
Zai Er Bian Xiao Sheng Shuo Hua
(You whispered in my ear)
說你心中的話
Shuo Ni Xin Zhong De Hua
(Telling me your feelings)
原來這是心有靈犀一點通
Yuan Lai Zhe Shi Xin You Ling Xi Yi Dian Tong
(It turned out that our feelings for each other were mutual)

現在很想見你
Xian Zai Hen Xiang Jian Ni
(I want to meet you now)
要打電話給你
Yao Da Dian Hua Gei Ni
(Wanna call you)
可是我的勇敢只在我夢里
Ke Shi Wo De Yong Gan Zhi Zai Wo Meng Li
(But I was courageous only in my dream)
和你去看電影
He Ni Qu Kan Dian Ying
(Watching a movie with you)
一起唱ktv
Yi Qi Chang KTV
(Singing KTV together)
我的世界就更明亮
Wo De Shi Jie Jiu Geng Ming Liang
(It would brighten up my world)

現在很想見你
Xian Zai Hen Xiang Jian Ni
(I really want to meet you now)
如果你會答應
Ru Guo Ni Hui Da Ying
(If you would agree)
我會試著實現夢里的情境
Wo Hui Shi Zhe Shi Xian Meng Li De Qing Jing
(I will try to make my dream a reality)
擁抱你在街上
Yong Bao Ni Zai Jie Shang
(Embracing you on the street)
不怕別人眼光
Bu Pa Bie Ren Yan Guang
(Not caring about what others think)
你是我永遠的夢想
Ni Shi Wo Yong Yuan De Meng Xiang
(For you are my dream forever)

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Monday, December 20, 2010
The first bliss

Life of baking and cooking is going to be blissful *fingers crossed*

One of 2011's resolution is going to be executed even BEFORE 2011 comes..
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The first bliss =)

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Friday, December 17, 2010
Quote of the day

Ambiguous, he is not your lover, but he understands and care for you more than your lover


I don't know why that friend of mine used the word "Ambiguous" but..aha~

Quote of the day?

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Why is it from you?

I have came across so many people with so many different stories..
I have came across so many people with so many different obstacles..
I have came across so many people with so many different ways of reasoning..

But,
I have never came across a person who is..in THAT situation..
Okie, maybe i did but

A person who so called close and you're fond of..
Knowing that what lies to be felt..
Knowing that what lies ahead of it if it would to prolong..
Knowing that what lies in front of me in time to come..
Knowing that what obstacles will be beforehand that hinders the next step..
Knowing that what music that has to be faced by various parties..
Knowing that what endless enlightenment from different voices..
Knowing that what lies in my hand is...impossible

I don't understand why at times i just can't blog in a straight manner..
Why the foggy message protruded here?
Maybe yours truly is really a complicated person..
Or maybe she is just..
Afraid to say out loud something in her that she so badly wants to blurt it out..but held back..because..
She just..
c.a.n.n.o.t.
let it out..

Something..that she wants to say..
Something..that she wants you to know..
But maybe too much of pride..
Too much of uncertainties
Too much of to conceive
Too much to bear
Too much to incise
Too much that words itself could not express her

So she just let it slip..and go..
Something are best left unsaid


I wish I never knew you..I wish I never came across about you..I wish it never happens..

But, it already did..


I can manipulate and to blend into the fact that I had acquire but its from and occurring on YOU that I can't manipulate

您让我嚇一跳因为怕错过
但是我不能走
。。。。您让我發狂
。。。。但我没有那么勇敢面对因为是您的痛苦
就让我觉得更加。。痛苦也很难接受。。
为什么这样呢?

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Monday, December 13, 2010
妥协

每一个人時時刻刻想别人吧了。。

您有想过这么要让自己开心一点儿吗?

時時刻刻人对我说

以前你骂我, 是因为为了我好


我都不知道我说了什么了。。
但,如果能让一个人该了变好。。
哪, 我一定会觉得很开心。。
如果这一个是一个好事我觉得我不会放弃这一个好事。。

这一个世界有很多不同命的故事。。
您能接受别人的故事吗?
如果那别人是好命过您,您会觉得您很对不起自己。。
但,如果您遇见一个别人是差过您的呢, 哪就这么办?
您会觉得对自己很骄傲吗?
或是您会有一点儿觉得可怜那个人然后就走了。。
真的要这样吗?

我不想懂的。。
我只是要开开心心的明白和度過这一个困难。。
我會永遠記住這種感覺
我不能答应您我是永远但是我是真心的关心
您可以。。。妥协吗?

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Friday, December 10, 2010
2010 early wrap up

I was slightly late for work today..
While I was driving, I got bored with the current CD that I was listening to it over and over again for the past few weeks and today I FINALLY decided to lift my fat hands and pushed the eject button..

The deejay came to live..
The year is coming to an end, have you fulfilled your resolution?


It got me cogitate awhile..
Hmm..had I?
Well, let's review what I had last year for myself..
http://purposeoflife-ponder.blogspot.com/2009/12/another-day-another-year.html

I did have the core three..
1) Bake
2) Educate well
3) Buck up on my chinese

So, let's lead off the analysing =P
1) Bake
How is or was my baking

Oops..I think I..
NO! NO!
I DID bake..but not frequent till I can refine on it..
Okie, so I admit..

I FLUNKED this
There, I said it..
But those not-so-very-often baking moments were great..
Okie, maybe I ain't need to press myself on too much regarding this because my main focus were diverted to resolution 2..I think that is more essential..

Sometimes I do wonder, what is baking to me now?
Its still my interest but suddenly I felt that..baking alone is..hurm.has to be lighten up..
I'm not saying that baking alone is sorrowful..but..I think I would like to share the moment..
But, the person of course has to be into it too..I mean come on, if the person is not, how can the person seek the same experience as what you seek during that moment, isn't it?

2) Educate well
As I just start out this the first time..I admit I was rather very unpolished..
I felt like i asphyxiate..
Very difficult indeed..
And I dare say I'm still learning..but I think I'm able to set myself to a system that encloses every corner of it.

Well, All that glitters is not gold
But I had the satisfaction in this when you know that the little one you had been with through thick and thin in books for their success =)
Although looking back at what the rascal had put you through and all but all were wiped out by that split seconds of holding a piece of paper, looking at the As or no red patches on it, at least!

=)

3) Buck up in my chinese
I did! I did my homework but me being a loggerheaded..I needed more time to remember the characters..but I think I improved~~

So, what is or are pose for 2011?
Hmm...that, will be another post then..too early to decide but not too soon to wrap up my 2010's..A few weeks makes no biggie isn't it? I changes nothing to it

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Thursday, December 9, 2010
*Task**task*

u know what exactly couple mean for?
kalau die x win ur heart
maknanya
xde cinta tu sgt
but just care


Itulah babak yang harus dikenal pasti..
Bukankah gitu?

Have you ever got mixed up with your feelings on love and also care?
Is it that care=love?
or love=care?

When you have love, you'll definitely have care
But when you have care, the love might not be there..

And mankind just gets confused about these two existence..

Do you LOVE that someone
or
Do you just CARE that someone

Do you LOVE that someone
or
Its just a responsibility that you think you SHOULD do that

Have you ever undergo the feeling of wrong doing?
How can you be sure of what you feel?
But I can now secernate between those 3 as mentioned and the result is not really good..
Its bad,
no, worst than bad..
Its...

Abominable
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Atrocious

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Monday, December 6, 2010
So what?

Its great to came across new people and learn about them at times, be it a person that you just knew or a person that you've just met..

There's always a background on every person huh?

I've always heard how nasty the experience was and all by people who aren't close or a stranger..

But have you heard it from a person that you knew before?

Having said not much but the pain that you can picture of going through the fractious situation..
When I first being exposed about it, okie, I admit I was quite taken aback..
I did not expect that was what had occurred..
And to my counter surprise that people really tend to MOVE away?
Hmm, that's..well, I have no words for it
and the person asked me will I seep away..
I was so gobsmacked by that query..That question really made my heart skipped a beat..
I mean, what kind of QUESTION is THAT??
God~
Well, maybe I'm not in that person's shoes so I don't know how it feels or how often this ever happens but..

Know what?
FYI, half of the day..no..more of like three quarter of the day that was spent, I totally forgotten that the person with me is erm.."not-the-same?"..
I don't know how to pen down my opine on this through words..
But, can you get my drift, don't you?
All I can say is..

So what?

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