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Monday, November 29, 2010
你知道?




从来没想过
Never thought that
不能再和你牵手
Could not hold your hand no more
委屈时候 没有你
Something amiss and you're not here
陪着我心痛
Accompany my broken hearted
一切都是我
Or is it me
太过骄纵
Too arrogant
以为你会懂
Assuming that you understood
一直忘了说
Always forget to say that
我有多感动
I am extremely touched


我知道你还是爱着我
I know that you still love me
虽然 分开的理由
Although we have separated
我们都已接受
We accepted the reason
你知道我会有多难过
You know how hurt will I be
所以 即使到最后
That's why, until the very end
还微笑着 要我加油
trying to cheer me up, wants me to be strong
我知道你还放不下我
I know you still can't let go of me
才会 在离开时
When you left
闭着眼没有回头
Eyes shut and did not look back
我们都知道彼此心中
We both know what both of us have in mind
其实这份爱没停过
The actual fact that the love in us did not stop at all

曾经完整幸福的梦
The previous dreams of happiness
在脑海里头
Are still in my mind
我多希望你
I was hoping so much that you
还在我左右
You're still here

答应你 我会好好过
Promise you that I will move on well
不让 这些眼泪白流
Will not let these tears to waste

Expressed and Shared @ 2:05:00 PM | 0 Response(s)


Friday, November 19, 2010
你硕的话



你说的话 我都相信
The words you said, I believed

说得好听 说得甜蜜
Said it very pleasantly and also very sweet

你说的每一句 我都相信
Every word you said, I believed

为了爱情 失了聪明
Because of love, neglected ingenious

听你的话 闭上眼睛
Listening to your words, closes my eyes

这个梦多美丽 让它继续
This dream is so blissful that I don't want it to end

你说的话总那么好听
The words you said were so sweet

你爱不爱我不能确定
You love me or not, I cannot determine

也许你只把他当游戏
Or you just take it as a game

我却爱得太用力
I put too much effort in this

你说的话 我都相信
The words you said, I believed


说得好听 说得甜蜜
Said it very pleasantly and also very sweet

你说的每一句 我都相信
Every word you said, I believed

为了爱情 失了聪明
Because of love, neglected ingenious


听你的话 闭上眼睛
Listening to your words, closes my eyes

这个梦多美丽 让它继续
This dream is so blissful that I don't want it to end

你说的话总那么好听
The words you said were so sweet

你爱不爱我不能确定
YOu love me or not, I cannot determine

也许你只把他当游戏
Or you just take it as a game

我却没那么聪明
I think I'm not that smart

你说的话总那么好听
The words you said are always so sweet

你爱不爱我不想确定
You love me or not, I cannot determine

我会关掉你送的手机
I will turn off the phone

然后静静不去理
Then I'll silently ignore it

你说的话总那么好听
The words you said are always so sweet

你爱不爱我不想确定
You love me or not, I don't want to guess anymore

我会关掉你送的手机
I will turn off the phone

然后静静 静静
Then, quietly, silently

是再也不去理
Ignore it

Expressed and Shared @ 12:35:00 PM | 0 Response(s)


Friday, November 12, 2010
obsessions



You’re scared
It shows
Been there
You’re not prepared to be
In love
With me
So soon cause you've been through enough to have
Something hold you back

We don’t need to go that far
Let’s hold on to where we are
If it’s real we’ll make it through
Cause all I need is you

They say
Don't waste
Your time
They're obviously blind

So let’s
Forget
The words the thoughts they put into your head
Don't give up just yet

We don’t need to go that far
Let’s hold on to where we are
If it’s real we’ll make it through
Cause all I need is you

We don’t need the world right now
We got time to work it out
Hold on tight, I’ll hold on too
Cause all I need is --

Baby, maybe we should start somewhere
baby, let me in your heart
Before we fall apart

We don’t need to go too far
Let’s hold on to who we are
If it’s real we’ll make it through
Cause all I need is you

We don’t need the world right now
We got time to work it out
Hold on tight, I’ll hold on too
Cause all I need is you
All I need is you
All I need is you

Expressed and Shared @ 2:16:00 PM | 1 Response(s)


Thursday, November 11, 2010
Jadey yow became perfect meal

It was a typical Thursday morning when suddenly popped out a brief tinge of Chipsmore for me..

To my utter surprise..
I had a new meaning for my name that my parents or..rather my uncle who had cogitate in naming this wicked little girl when she first added harm to the universe (by contributing more CO2 to the world and also waste)

Blimey the significance of my name had been altered to

Got vegetable meat


This, needs a little of chinese language..specifically Cantonese skills to tackle the jest

Yow = 有
Choi = 采
Yoke = 肉

where the actual was

Yow = 游
Choi = 翠
Yoke = 玉

Due to utmost hunger..
My name has been transformed instantaneously..
Well..

I DIDN'T THOUGHT OF THAT!!!


Well, you humour me
With the addition that
ur a pretty healty diet arent u?


and added

but u still nid some eggs


Then after pensive
The person realized that I have eggs..

Yoke = yolk = 蛋

With that,
I had been labeled
Perfect meal

What a Chipsmore

Expressed and Shared @ 12:29:00 PM | 0 Response(s)


Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Have you ever felt this way before?

Have you ever wonder what does a Homo sapiens actually WANTS?

Humans are very subjective that they are NEVER satisfied..
Once they got hold of a gold..its still a gold but after few months, the gold is still a gold but it is just not as shiny and attractive gold as we used to view it before, isn't it?

SO the law of attraction in mankind, be it for a person or a thing..does applies the same way huh?

Say you saw a guy/a girl whom you think is suitable for you..after the chase and you get him/her with your bait..then things kind of starting to ware off as the other side already held your bait oh-so-very-tightly that you ain't need to use your strength to wind your fishing rod with effort, isn't it?

Then, you saw another larger more attractive fish..looking at the one occupying your rod, you dump that to give room to the new fish that you saw..

This, applies to things that we see in life too..
There are loads of fish in the flowing liquid..

But there are some who still hooked-on to the same fish although there are and forever will be more attractive fish in the sea due to the fact that human population and also the genetic variation will not stagnant..as long as mankind breed..

So why certain people able to resist the temptation yet there are so many around?
It all depends on what you're looking for isn't it?

Have you ever asked yourself what are you really looking for in accordance to get a TRUE other half?


If the looks, the physical appearances..
From my point of view, I'll back out..if ever someone falls just because of that..

So what if the person is a hunk/babe but like a piece of bacon internally?

So what if the person is good looking but too engrossed with himself/herself that neglected you by thinking that you're beginning to not to be able to suite his/her great looks no more?

So what if the person is handsome/gorgeous but treats you like dirt?

So if ever things were still able to maintain..you hold yourself..under that person's mercy but have you ever wondered what happens when the person begins to age?

Will you still want the very same person but has wrinkles, patches or scars?
You'll tell me: I'll get another attractive fish
So I called this: Temporary, untrue love?

If you're looking at the money..
So what if he has the bucks but personality sucks and also tucks himself with other girls?

So what if she has the bucks but being looked down upon on you depending on woman's money to live as the human norms unintentionally, accidentally made an informal rule that male should be the main breadwinner..

Can you handle the pain? Oh yes, maybe you can..because is the money you're looking for..

So what if the person at a sudden go bankrupt?

If you're looking for security..
Okie, so this is me..
Looking for something that is secure..

Addy once asked me:
What kind of security?


It made me ponder..
I've always ponder on security in the other half..but how exactly it should be?

Possibly,
Someone who will always be there when I needed..
Its NOT the fact that the person has to be 24/7 on standby for me..
No that whenever I dial his number, he has to dump whatsoever he is doing and take a flee for me..
At least I know where to reach for him when I'm trouble emotionally and physically..
This is rather subjective..
He at times does not has to be right in front of my eyes but at times a simple phone call will do.

Someone who is honest
As in no cover ups..be it about himself or about the things he had do or done..
Some says that they lie because they did want to hurt the other party's feeling because they know it sure to hurt the other party if the truth is being revealed..

But for me,

I think its more hurting to know that you, lied to me lagi-lagi about THIS matter that you know I WILL feel hurt about it than you telling it to me WITHOUT lying to me


I don't require you to ask for MY permission about meeting who, going where..
I just need you to tell me..that's all..with that, it all goes back to security, to be able to know where to reach out for you when in case I need to

Someone who understands..
I'm not asking you to analyze me till you can write a book out of me..
Hmm..
I don't know how to put this..
At times, you just have to know a few about the person you're with in order to create the give and take situation, isn't it?

I can't be the only 1 trying to make this relationship work..
Putting all efforts like going on extra miles and all just for him although at times there's a few obstacles hindering..

Likewise,

He can't be the only 1 trying to make this relationship work..
Putting all efforts like going on extra miles and all just for her although at times there's a few obstacles hindering..

So which are you? I daresay that NO ONE will never did not ever not putting effort at all in a relationship but how much is much?

Are you more of the receiving end or the giving end?
Well, this question is dully asked..

The actual one should be..
Do you feel like you're choking and gasping for air in this relation?


If you do, maybe its you're trying too hard..on your own but not reciprocated
Always giving and hoping for a return but it disappoints you most of the time..
To me, it doesn't matter who gives out more but to feel suffocating but clinging on or every time you gag in this relation?
Hmm, have you ever felt this feeling before?

I did.
And it hurts.
A lot.
I feel like someone squeezing my throat that clenched that
I..
I..
I can't take it no more
But you still favours the person..
But, what are you going to do?
You let go..?
Have you ever felt this way before?

Expressed and Shared @ 9:19:00 AM | 2 Response(s)


Monday, November 8, 2010
Crazy

God I'm so sleepy!!!
I wonder why I can just..do not need the service of my alarm clock no more..
Myself is getting up at 6AM EVERYDAY now!!
I know its a good thing as
it means my body is already being independent of the alarm and also
being used to the normal biological clock of mine

but

For god's sake!! I...

I don't NEED to wake up at 6AM in ANY day in my life...for now..then why it is set at 6AM??!!!

*Sigh*

God!!!! I'm so extremely sleepy!!!

Jadey is tad nonfunctional
1) I'm sleepy
2) 6AM...AGAIN??!!
3) Having her craving for her favourite wantan mee..why??WHY??!!
4) Feeling extremely bored~
5) Thinking with her head
6) Feeling...lazy
7) Wants a getaway =(

Jadey Jade..Hmm..since when my name had added an additional "y" at the end of it? =P

我很爱睡!!
现在我每次六点儿就醒了!
别人说是一个好事
因为
(一) 不用钟了
(二) 我习惯了

但是

六点儿!!!为什么了!!!我都不用那么早!!
我很睡!

玉一点儿疯掉了。。
(一) 我很爱睡
(二) 又六点儿早上!!!
(三) 突然想吃她爱的 Wantan mee
(四) 觉得很闷很闷
(五) 用头脑来想
(六) 很懒惰
(七) 想去走走。。

Jadey Jade..Hmm..几时我的名加了多以个“y”在后面了?
=P



Current obsession


Hebe Tian - Wo Xiang Wo Bu Hui Ai Ni (i Think I Can't Love You)



你的呼吸 还有你的声音
ni de hu xi hai you ni de sheng yin
你的呼吸 穿过身体
ni de hu xi chuan guo shen ti
我来不及反应
wo lai bu ji fan ying
你的声音躲在耳里 让我生病
ni de sheng yin duo zai er li rang wo sheng bing
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷
xie xie ni gei de rang wo chen mi

让我丢掉了姓名
rang wo diu diao le xing ming
在好奇的时候 拉不住眼睛
zai hao qi de shi hou la bu zhu yan jing

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
wo xiang wo bu hui ai ni zhe yang xia qu
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
miao xiao de zi zhun dou kuai yao pao qi
我想我不会爱你 只是也许
wo xiang wo bu hui ai ni zhi shi ye xu

你的叹息 散落一地
ni de tan xi san luo yi di
让我歇斯底里
rang wo xie si di li
靠得太近一不小心 弄伤自己
kao de tai jing yi bu xiao xin nong shang zi ji
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷
xie xie ni gei de rang wo chen mi
让我困住了自己
rang wo kun zhu le zi ji
在迷路的时候 舍不得离去
zai mi lu de shi hou she bu de li qu
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
wo xiang wo bu hui ai ni zhe yang xia qu
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
miao xiao de zi zhun dou kuai yao pao qi
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
wo xiang wo bu hui hen ni shang de hen ji
住在我心底 变成了秘密
zhu zai wo xin di bian cheng le mi mi
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
wo xiang wo bu hui ai ni hai pa shi qu
所以逞强的 远远看着你
suo yi cheng qiang de yuan yuan kan zhe ni
我想我不会恨你 只是也许
wo xiang wo bu hui hen ni zhi shi ye xu
我想我不会爱你 这样下去
wo xiang wo bu hui ai ni zhe yang xia qu
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
miao xiao de zi zhun dou kuai yao pao qi
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
wo xiang wo bu hui hen ni shang de hen ji
住在我心底变成了秘密
zhu zai wo xin di bian cheng le mi mi
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
wo xiang wo bu hui ai ni hai pa shi qu
所以逞强的 远远看着你
suo yi cheng qiang de yuan yuan kan zhe ni
我想我不会恨你 只是也许
wo xiang wo bu hui hen ni zhi shi ye xu

Expressed and Shared @ 10:37:00 AM | 0 Response(s)


Friday, November 5, 2010

WEEE~~~~




My 1st chocolate moist cake!!! =)








Okie, so maybe it doesn't look good..but..I hope it taste good??


But Chipsmore didn't what to try it =(

Expressed and Shared @ 8:28:00 AM | 0 Response(s)