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Monday, October 18, 2010
who is the real Jade?

After months of my long-lost friend since contacted me..
I missed you

This cleared up the fog in my eyes..

It true..
I'm being rather one sided..
This problem arises from me..
I do not deserve the greatness of God's gift now as I myself wasn't that stable enough for all these..
No matter how many good deeds falls into my hands, I still able to dish out a few faults from the great deeds..

Here, I would like to deeply apologise to my love ones..
For being ignorance
Trying to avoid myself to fix what has been hurt inside myself
I choose to spend hours on other people and other issues instead of being with myself to understand myself

But,
I'm still a coward..
God, please forbid that and make me foresee what is best for the best..
He, who shone above me all the time..leading me through the path with his lights but I turned it away..
Not in a bad way but He who shone me the BEST way but I blindly took the better way instead
(Grammar reminder: good, better, best)
Some things that had been done could not be rewind..

The friend said:

You're still hurt Jade..you still need time..maybe you should just cool down before starting it again..you're not the Jade that I used to know..

last time..
u are more happy go lucky la..
not restricted that much


Jade is just wearing a happy mask all these years
Jade is just an actor on the stage when she needs to act in front of certain people
Jade is just an actor MOST of the time when she is by herself
Jade wants to break free
Jade seeks HIM, all mighty
Jade knows HE will never tired to shone lights again and again like a GPS human had created now
Jade wants to peel off the sadness in her
Jade knelt down before HIM for forgiveness
God, help me
To search for myself..
Who is the real Jade?

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