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Friday, July 30, 2010
Thank you for everything

Today is the day..
The last day around here..
All were packed..
My cup that I had occupied the little space at the pantry..
The little plastic microwavable container for me to use the wave to heat up my lunch when after 1 month all people here will say "Jade DEFINITELY brought her lunch"

My crappy stationery..
My bottles of supplements
My scott's bottle
Everything..

I still remember the day I can for the interview, I scanned through the posters that were well posted on the notice wall briefly exposing first timers here on what this is all about..

I remember I told myself

I have to have this job


Its near..
Its convenient..
Its the job scope that I ever wanted..
All in one..

Then I was the one who stepped into the lab as my first day.

The first day I stepped into the lab, I was awed by the fact that it was well lit also so sophisticated and gigantic with secret-liked passage door form one section of the lab to another..

After a few more days of knowing this new home, it was more than convenience and job scope..the people here were equally great too..and thus, with a sincere heart I say

That had been my main reason to everyday get up with the rush of thinking working is great


How many chances that you get to feel the rush of wanting to go and work? I know it might sound crazy to you but that is the truth that I had in me

With that, I let my resume went stale and dusty in a file that I had a mindset not to touch it or use it no more but life is usually unpredictable huh?

As I had the last look of the lab was dimly lit, all benches and seats were pulled off..not what I very much expected to happen or experience..the place had been lesser with voices of the living around here because the number of living had been decreasing in here..

I had to leave..
Without a choice..

Before I went to rest for the next day ahead, I was wondering
Will I get to listen to honest random jokes?
Will I get to listen to random streetwise discussion instead of conversation that will only want to gain benefits in the end?
Will I get to see the sincere and truthfulness of someone instead of filled with some stupid hypocrite atmosphere?

Will I get to say Zarinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ and the one that they so called said she's like a "sister" or "nanny" (i-rissssssssssssssss)?
Not to forget those words of ahfongfong~, mook-mook~

My famous word when I joined here was: aHa~
Then it evolved to: sedihnyer! or so sad~
Then only it ended up to: Zarinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~,i-rissssssssssssssss, ahfongfong~, mook-mook~

As EVERYONE knows that I'm such green when I'm in and when I'm out, I'm even greener in all of you eyes..and forever will then be known as

The girl who cannot shut up and the girl who is forever crazy


As what Uchiyama-san told nimura-san when he asked about how am I after a month I'm placed. He said

Okie but crazy


P/s: Iris, you can now have your left side to be more peaceful already =P
To my supervisor, you can lay yourself to rest because you don't need to nurse a little child anymore..

Thank you for all the enlightenment in life. I dare say that I had learn so much ever since I set my foot in here everyday. Not only ion job scope but also being more open to how the big bad world is. Random conversations that might sound to be unfruitful and nothing much important had really make my day.

Although there ARE some unpleasant moments (faham-faham la kan) but THAT, I really wipe it off me and remain the ones that made me in the right track of mood..

I will really miss everyone here and I hope that we will meet one day..
p/s: zarina, let's beli baju anak lagi..ahaha






Thank you for the Farewell lunch for me and Lee Yin..its a quiet small do..as everyone was tired about the shifting and also have lots of thoughts in their mind




WAS my spot


Thank you Lee Yin


Thank you Zarina..biler la dapat sayer rasa chocolate dan kek kamu lagi ye?


Nice? Please visit her blog to check out her highly skilled decorative method..boleh order tau~ =) http://rezekiwalon.blogspot.com/


Thank you Iris for everything..from listening to me complaining, whining and being a child..


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