Sunday, February 28, 2010
It not just ding dong bells and that's it
Had a brief chat with my long lost friend..
Suddenly he said:
before you tgk kebaikkan orang
you tgk dulu apa yg jahat tentang diorg
because, utk buat baik, kadang kala ada sebab
but buat jahat, takde sebab
make sure dia boleh hold tanggungjawab
sebab mostly orang2 skang ni
diorg cuma tahu bercinta jer
but tak tahu mcm mana nk pikul tanggungjawab
selain love
you kena care
you kena jaga
and you kena guide your partner
Fact taken..i also believe in
you can't only depend only on love and ignore others
What are others?
Like financial wise
Like education wise
Like living lifestyle wise
If no financial..how are you going to start a family? Not about the grown ups like us but the little rascals that you're going to have..
Not OUR education but also the little rascal's education..
Living lifestyle, the love and warmth of a family that suppose to have..yourself, your partner and the little rascals..
Some say so money minded
Well, its up to you to think about it..you think its so easy to just make a baby and that's it?
What's difficult is AFTER getting one..because we need to mould a new life into someone who is not "sampah masyarakat"
We also tak mau let the little kid merana kan?
How do you like to see your kids in a home with other kids because you're unable to provide them what they need as a child?
Educating, really allows my eyes to see more..
Mostly are wealthy kids from all areas..
Pampered..stuck up..disrespectful..treat you like dirt..
But this time I had a chance to feast my eyes on the other side of the story..
Its tough..
I shouted my lungs out..because there's too many of them..
I scolded because a kid said "Shit"..
I got miscommunications because some of the kids do not understand English or even our national language..
I got frustrated because i said "bulan warna kuning" and they coloured yellow BUT 1 asked "ni kuning kan??"
But at the end, I learn something from them also..
The home looks well polished..
With a decent area for education..
Thank you to the kind founder that set up this home without the hesitation of financial or deeds repayment from the extremely poor and those who do not have homes to shelter here until they turned 18 to be free as a bird..
I'm thankful to the personal who had assigned me to provide my service for the home although at times i really find it difficult to control a whole load of them with a vast difference in age gap among them..
I'm not that well off myself till i'm able to give them a helping hand..but I'll try to do my part the best i can..
They don't look or seem pityful from the eye but me, being a person who had seen both realm, the extremely wealthy and not..made me see what is within their heart instead of what that can be seen merely just by the eye..
It not the eye that tells you how to think..its your heart that does it
I daresay i can't provide a wealthy background for a rascal at anytime of my life..
But the ability to provide the RIGHT background instead of a filthy weathly background is more important..isn't it?
Its true when people say Too much of something or too little of something is bad
Things had to be moderate in life..
Life has to be multitasking..
A little bit of here and there makes up something
Current obsession:
教室裏那台風琴叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的聲音
動作一直很輕
微笑看你送完信
轉身離開的背影
喜歡你字跡清秀的關心
那溫熱的牛奶瓶
在我手中握緊
有你在的地方
我總感覺很窩心
日子像旋轉木馬
在腦海裏轉不停
出現那些你對我好的場景
你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經
太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明
太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明
**对不起**
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