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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
i don't know what i'm blogging either

The going-to-be-final message of the day went: you haven't sleep??

All i was thinking was..i badly want to have my blogging dosage!!

Whenever you started all over again..what i despise the most??

Adapting and figuring out the way to adapt..all over again


BUt at the same time enjoying it as you learn to do so and maybe improving yourself??

Actually..the real culprit is misunderstanding that creates hell to everyone in communication??

As i've mentioned..humans have minds on their own..so interpretation gone wrong..

WHatever it is..

Be brave to tell the othe party what are you thinking because if not...the other person will not know what is happening and that "i ought that you should know by that expression of mine" is a total bullshit okie as i said, interpreting are different..


well, don't get me wrong..that "i ought that you should know by that expression of mine" did not happened here and i'm very confident that this shit does not apply in this new story of mine *fingers crossed*

I prefer an honest one rather than hiding it inside and then blew it all out in a fight or whatever..

Even those like "whatever la.." "don't care la.."..THAT are equally dangerous as well..this, i think i NEED to cross my fingers TWICE for this..

I would like to know..how much we need to draw the line??how much is freedom that has to had the line drawn?

Maybe i'm the one who concentrate too much on "omg, is this too over??" "is this too kongkong?"

That's.. the disadvantage of being afraid of loosing..thus memikir yang banyak dan melampau..pernahkah anda dengar bahawa..the more you are aware, trying to make things right..the more flaws that happens because things might have the tendency to get very rigid..because everything had been judge..

ahaha~~

hmm..all in all..its..just...well, its just all in



M.E.


is it?


*Slapping the tiny brain of mine*




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Monday, May 25, 2009
Jade is...

I have nothing to blog on..

All i can think of:

Jade is boring
Jade is feeling to damn bored
Jade is feeling dull
Jade is feeling..Jaded??
Jade has this buzzing ZzZ background in her mind as it is empty
Jade feels..her brain going rusty
Jade feels cold
Jade feels..empty
Jade feels..BOred..all over again..

and the "Jade is Jade is" loops back again and again in a cycle..

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Friday, May 22, 2009
the *Ouch* day

*Ouch*

My leg hurts..

after..like..what??..erm..after spending 10 to 11 hours standing, walking, jumping, hugging, running, talking, haha-ing and FLYING with a 3 inch heels yesterday!!!

*Ouch*

My arm hurts..

when I need to keep myself in front of the computer the whiole day for today in order to amend my already-graded-thesis to my uni by mon..

Why the *Ouch*??

the 1st Ouch is because..hmm..i don't want to mention much why the long hours of killer heels wearing but i will share pics for you to ponder on..wahaha..


THe first person that i met the time i arrived (extreme left)..we were both lost..ahaha..but when i met my friends..i intro her to them with the sentence of "We just meet" was added to it..ahaha..we blended instantly..from shoes to clothes to make up to..traditional indian bangles and dances..wee~~


THis is what you called "a perfect setting"










Well, normally i only seen heels malfunctions in movies or televisions..i didn't expect it to happen in REAL life!!This was my 1st time observing a real heels malfunctioning..My new gf's heels broke??!!!came off??!! or whatever you called it..dahla EXPENSIVE brand and it happens to THAT branded shoe..well, moral of the story??DOesn't mean that branded shoes are good in quality..you only pay for the brand..



Well, it looks well huh?? Its like the buffet style where you just fork in how much of this dish you want etc..This is lunch..but i forgot to capture the dineer!!!BUt the dinner WAS miserable..they packed in a plastic container for us (*Sigh* i contributed to global warming)..the lunch looked impressive but not the dinner and OMG!!!!you know what??!! IT'S THE SAME TENDOR!!!!i wonder do the same tendor supplies to all 3 uni branches in kl??!!!


THe second *Ouch* is because..

AHAHAA~ This is so paiseh..

I fell..TWICE..gosh..yea yea..laugh all you wanted..but at least i'm looking on the bright side of having these..uphill..




When i took out my phone cum camera, the half already forking up the hash brown and dipping it into the chilli sauce that came with it..belum sempat makan, the hash brown hancur..hancur tak apa..mau makan sudah..well, moral of the story??don't get a blogger as the other half or best to say..don't find the other half FROM a blog..ahaha..

I have no comments about the uphill incident..all i know is i'm whining around after the last fall and the driver was driving in an unpeaceful way as the pessenger beside the driver kept saying "My arm hurts~~" and whining and whining AND whining!



BTw, my angklet fell off during my "flying" in that so called "perfect setting" and i knew its the end of it already..*Sigh*..well, i'll get another one soon..i wonder where should i start looking for it..

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
it just begun and you're tired

I'm blogging twice today..

Well, I remembered an uncle telling me..

Life is not complicated..its SOCIALIZING, that is complicated


It's true isn't it?

An innocent sentence and thought voiced out by 1 person might unintentionally hurt or offend the other person..

Why??

Blame on the fact that

all humans have a mind on their own piece of mind and different way in perceiving a certain sentence or situation..


While electrical communication that does not requires you to listen but to see and read is useful to keep general communications to happen..but everything in this world has its cons..

Blame it on the technology for the 1st misunderstanding that leads to arguement that happened..

Its a hyper lame one but don't underestimate the number of ways that the human mind can perceive a simple little issue or sentence or words or whatever..

Whenever we open our eyes..we see..but sometimes our eyes lies too.. (optical illussion??)..sometimes what you see NOW does not explain what you're missed BEFORE and AFTER what you saw NOW..

Whenever you open your ears to voices around you..we hear..we are alert..but sometimes our ears lies too..rumours, myths, beliefs (not a proven fact), sterotyping..

Moral of the story: be sure you have sufficient credit in your phone for cases like these as when a misunderstanding happens..any communication devices that does not require listening to the voice and intonation is best to be highly avoided..

AND

also the words chosen..

I'm tired of all these


Maybe you aren't thinking when you said that..
Maybe its me perceiving things differently from you on that sentence..
Maybe its me not being confident in myself..as i know where i'm ranked compared to others..
Maybe..Maybe..its just me..a little too much into you already..as apart of my life..
(well, in grammar wise, no such thing as a little too much okie!!too much is too much..nothing as a little too much)


Well, it just begun and you're tired..KNow what dear?? I'm officially AFRAID now..

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JADE THE LITTLE

I remembered my aunt said When girls had a bf, they tend to gain weight..

Reason??

because the couples always goes out for supper

I was like..a ha~~ because it didn't apply to me at that time??

NOW!!!!

God!!! I would like to officially say

I FEEL FAT


Night outing is great but the worst fear to me now is drinking drinks that are hyper sweet..as though as condensed milk or sugar is SOOOOOOOOOO cheap..

Well, mr. drink maker, you ain't need to add so much of..erm..ANY substance that makes the drink damn sweet as it is sweeten by itself?? *Bleak* =P

wow, look at this..



Look at what CG had done for me.. *SOB SOB* when i saw it

BUT, WAIT A MINUTE!!!WHY IS IT JADE THE LITTLE??!!!

The blogger itself say you've been labelled as that since the very begining..

WHY??!!!

Because i'm short??
Because i'm too thin like a stick??


WHY???!!WHY??!!WHY??!!

The blogger said ask stranger

Stranger said because of my nick

I was like..*duh* because of THAT??!!

BUt our CG doesn't seem to be interested in telling me why my name had been lengthen..

*sad* ..i want to know~~ I have the rights to know!..but he has the rights NOT to tell either..ahaha

Well, more nitght outings that were ADDED with sweet drinks + food..

I think i'll become

JADE THE LITTLE..NO MORE~

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
It's all about singing and Lion Lion~~

Yesterday,

Sing k..AGAIN!!!MY god!!!When you haven't try it, and want to try to go for karaoke..three times in a row!!!

Well,it was my friend's bday..

1st, mr organizer said let's go THe GRaden's Red Box..

Me, with my limited skills brought me there..entered, walked around already and THENNNNNNNNNNNNNN mr.organizer had to say let's go to low yat instead because here is damn expensive..the price differs from normal Red Box..

Limited skilled person like me went, LOWYATTTT???!!!!!!!!

Standard, KL=JAM *SIgh*

MY vow: Need a personal driver..WAHAHAAH!!!!

OKie, i MADE it there *claps*

I miss them though..*Sigh*

Happy Birthday Ryan~~



OUr darling RYan (but i like to mispronounced on purpose to "Lion") in red stripes with his lovely singing skills..singing out with all his heart..ahaha..well, he does look very polished yesterday =)



Hin Hin and his..erm.."friend"..the constantly-checking-for-pass-fail-result booth..he always says "Jade can i use the outlet awhile then you charge your phone later..i want to see are the results out yet =.=" "











All i'm thinking when i saw this pancake is: EWW!!!LOoks disgusting!!!



Lion's cakey~ =)



This guy, semangat singing..from OLD OLD EXTREMELY OLDIES..to the latest hits..as a result??NO space for eating and eating his ice cream..ended up DRINKING his ice cream..ahaha..



Drunk after ice cream drinking..ahaha..


I have more photos but its with my friend..*Sigh*

WHat to do..no high tech camera..hmm, i should add that item to my to-buy list with words in barcket that says "IF you have the Vitamin M to purchase it"

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Monday, May 18, 2009
a little of everything

right, i can't deny that yesterday's outing was a little..erm..impromptu..and it turned out..well, visiting various already-closed-stores-area..(oh come on, its..what??i think its like..around 12++ am??)

Well, that's not the case of blogging abt it here..

the driver did say

tmr, you must be blogging by saying that we went to various places but none available for a movie and it all went so bad that we came out just to see what happens when nightfalls on the curve..


HAHA~~

Well, that's not the main topic of this post..

I did wonder a few times myself that..

Shall i stop blogging??


Yesterday this was brought up again..

The purpose of me ended up a blogger..to express the unheard side of me..or to express the side that i had revealled to people around me but they chosed to turn a blind eye over it..

I was rather inactive in blogging previously and now its like a habit..I daresay, i think i really have a REAL life, walking-piece-of-mind-sharing half now..

SO, shall i still blog? The blog has no purpose itself now is it??


The answer is no..I will not stop blogging..

REason??

Because..

THis is where i met the REAL life, walking-piece-of-mind-sharing half..someone who sincerely calls me perfect when the fact that there are so many imperfections in me to be listed out..someone who really accepts me as who i am..as what i am..and how i am..


BUt

NO matter how much you're on cloud 9, I slipped off it as i was thinking..

this hand is difficult to be held..


So, i went back to square one..being the girl that used to sit in a corner at night sobbing herself..

I don't want to explain more about it here..

But i would like to press onto something else..

Previously, my bro told me
he did not give you the assurance and that is so wrong as that is what the other party has to do when the other is has doubts..


I realise that, i'm playing all roles myself all along..until i CANNOT phantom the statement given by my bro on "ASSURANCE??!!"..what's that all about??

and, wow, I just knew and felt what that assurance supposed to be like, finally..

I want to excel in all aspects in life..be it job, education, as a daughter, wifey~, gf or a friend but i don't want to be both..the guy and the girl at the same time..

I remembered my friend said

Its okie dear..find someone that you be the girl and not being both the girl and the guy..this is sharing and NOT only one party who takes all the job


and all i went was "a ha~~" when my friend said that..

and a ha~ indeed it is now

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Sunday, May 17, 2009
Just Home

Home today..going no where =(

I was on my way back from karaoke yesterday..(AGAIN!!!!) when this all-time favourite song of mine was on air..

And, i was like..hey, it applies now =)

I wanted it as an audio clip only but *sigh*

As long as you love me-BSB

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

Hmm

CG said:
Girls SHOULD NOT say sorry..only guys says that


WOW..i wonder why..anyway..what theory is this??

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Saturday, May 16, 2009
Drama Queen =P

*Yawn*

This is what i'll say during sem breaks or officially i get to get lost from uni..

*ARGHHHHHH!!!!*

THis is what i'll say when i start thinking "JOB!!!!JOB!!!A JOB!!!!"

*Speechless*

1)This is what happens when movies are no longer going alone =)





2)This happens when you wanted a person to keep you warm really exist =)


*YAY!!!*

This is what i say when my project..FINALLY..its DONE!!!!




With god's gift..and think..i can now remove my pics from my blog to step on to something better..


I don't want to walk alone no more and i hope i ain't need to walk alone forever








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Thursday, May 14, 2009
3 states in a day

Have you ever tried going uphill, Genting, unprepared..with only just two sundae ice creams with you?

Maybe most of you tried it before..but that was my 1st experince on it instead of just listening to it from people around me..

KL, day time..

Pahang, night time till 12+ am..

and, i've NEVER sat in a SKIDDED car before??!!!

Well, of course i'm NOT the driver..if i am, knowing my driving skills, i wouldn't be here blogging about yesterday..haha




*SMILES*..in all smiles

As a reault, the moral of the story..DON'T PLAY FIRE WITH FIRE..YOU'LL GET BURNED..I DID..AND THE OTHER PARTY GOT BURNED TOO

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Afetr exam fever

HELLO!!=P

I JUST woke up..around 10 am like that =P blamed yesterday for all the fun that made me so wiped out when i'm back..

After exam..the last paper..my last day *fingers crossed*..at 4PM

then i went for KAraoke..OKIE!!OKIE!!So that was my 1st time!!..so laugh all you want that i HAVEN'T try it before..

A talk-a-lot 哥哥 said: Keep this for memory that its my FIRST time here..HAHAHA

so here it is!!!haha~



See, i dengar your cakap by KEEPING it..ahaha~~

I wanted to snap photos of you guys semangat singing..but, can i??hehe..i'm afraid that maybe later i'll get bashed up..haha

There's a guy can sing like a girl!!!Next time do it again okie..i want RECORD it =P

I might be quiet and silent at a corner but i seriously enjoyed myself..I'm enjoying by looking at the various telatah of you guys..seriosuly, same situation: studying but different telatah then the previous day..god, you guys are multi in telatah huh!!!


OKie okie, you're thinking: being quiet but enjoy??

Banyak orang banyak ragam ye~~~


I'm that special case..=P

and..thank you

I think i'm considered as GRADUATED..

and people kept saying that you're leaving..hope you remember us..well, what makes you think i'll forget and what happens if i STILL stick like a leech with you all?? heh heh heh~~

One even said not to hope i fail but if pass, can't see me no more

True, i want to pass..but i don't want to leave..but i want to grad..

SO, back to yesterday, i did the closing for the karaoke session okie!!!with that talk-a-lot 哥哥 holding another mic of course, so i SANG okie..after WE sang, we went to listen to two pros singing pula..ahaaha~~

*Yawn* i'm still yawning as i got home nearly..erm..1AM i think..but its was surely fun =)

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Sunday, May 10, 2009
The clip that you were talking about

Here, the clip 1 of you mentioned about during the dinner yesterday..this is it



Enjoy then..

Hmm..nothing much to blog about today..

I don't feel "well" today..

ANyway, all the best to all who are sitting for exam tmr

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Saturday, May 9, 2009
still a uni day

OKie, its a holiday..AND its a saturday..

YET

I still went to uni..

LUCKILY i went!!!

If not, i think i'm still sleeping at home!!!

WEll, okie..the lunch was NORMAL but the dinner to me was rather ABNORMAL..

OMG!!!YOU GUYS REALLY CAN EAT MAN!!!

*tabik* *tabik* *encore* *encore*

I forget to snap a photo of the dishes they ordered..hmm..next time!!

hmm..know what?? After our parents paid so much and guess what we or THEY produced?

this:






So, this is what you produced after we belaja ABC, we gone back to basic..drawing...

LINES


=P

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Thursday, May 7, 2009
leaving+birthday

I'm leaving..soon..

I hope to leave..oh, well, who wants to stay!!Staying indicates something bad already!!!..unless i'm pursuing another degree..haha

God i miss my friends..be it, close, normal or newly found friends

Keep in touch though..

*SOB SOB*

Oh yea!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!


IF you're reading my blog..mentang mentang he busy..dah ada gf celebrate for him..*Sigh* me??ME??!!! you better send something back for me for my birthday..WAHAHA..reason??sebab i tarak balak..you ada..WAHAHA..as a reasult, wei, my birthday sms to you also you didn't reply..sad story la!!haha..


so, because its your birthday, i'll "homour" you with your fav singer..



Enjoy..although you heard it a million-th times..

Hmm..know what i'm thinking this few days?? I was thinking..

SHALL I CUT MY HAIR??

My friends are going to KILL me..because my darling and her bf ALWAYS hear me saying THAT..

haha~~

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It still fits!!!! =)

I'm still home..still here..well, going soon..

I was thinking what to put on this time and i dug out my old old dress..i got it when i was Form 1 from my cousin..Having doubts that will i be able to fit into it..why not just try it..

..And, wow..it still fits..BUT its rather short now...HEY!!!IT MEANS I GREW TALLER!!!AHAHA..you can imagine how SHORT i was during my scholling years then =P..i was ALWAYS AND FOREVER in front..the FIRST in line =.="
WHen ever cikgu said "Beratur ikut ketinggian masing masing" then i pandai pandai la go to the front..*Sigh*

Oh! There was ONCE a girl is shorter than me..then i was the second!!*clap* That was my height "glory"..WAHAHA~~~

Hmm..my aunt came yesterday and she brought this choco for me (I remembered what noMoreStranger-2 said today!!noMoreStranger-2 said girls can never run away from liking choco..ahaha)..it's choco on the outside, STRAWBERRY on the inside..YUMMY!!!








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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
one down

Exam..done..but is this the END???!!*sigh*

Celebrated my friend's birthday today..

MAde the couples smoochy smoochy after the darling gf blew off the candles..

*SWEET*

MIss all of them after this..*Sigh*

I have stuff to post but..god i'm so so freaking SLEEPY~~~~

Okie okie..i'm here now..feeling slightly awake..

Hmm..well, today feels like its like, the VERY LAST paper already..

WEll, i hope it is!!!*Sigh*

ANyway, after being in uni so long to study for my exam..i realised that..after a certain period..like eve or so..people around tend to crap..

and i joined one of the crapping group also..

THose bunch of jokers..

Haha~~

Well, these are called "HUMANS"..

We tend to get tired and we tend to divert ourselves to crapping..

NO offence..even i rather to crap than studying..

Hey, pity me though!!!I just sat for a paper in the morning!!!hehe

Why i feel like exam are done??BECAUSE THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT TRIPS..whatever pulau la they mentioned..god..BEFORE exam ends..that's bad!!!

HAHA~

Oh yea..since yesterday i didn't blog..well, i wanted to show you the "hasil" that uni educated us in Medical Microbiology..=P

Okie, it started with my friend was drawing some..erm..pattern which is meaningless..then,

Me: DRAW!DRAW!DRAW!Don't know what are you drawing also!!Draw la someTHING
Friend: What you want me to draw?
Me: erm..erm..(Due to hyper boredom)Draw shit =P

..my friend, then, drew the shit..and the pig..due to the influenza outbreak thingy, i, then added the bacteriophages that represented the influenza virus and voila!!~



OUR HAK CIPTA TERPELIHARA

Oops!!i forgot to mention that my friend then added the macrophage to engulf my viruses (Immune respones happens that way)

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Monday, May 4, 2009
MIstake in identification

Okie, this is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO paiseh...

SInce all sounds familar to all of you so i can say that..

OMG!!!!I thought stranger is another stranger!!!


HAHA~

I mean i didn't expect THAT is the mr.stranger here..

I was so stunned that it was the other person..

Well, a great morning to start with then..

HAHA~

I can't stop laughing at myself..

Where am i??

HIding in lib giggling away on me, identifying the wrong person..

Sorry ya mr. stranger for not waving hello or whatsoever as i didn't know that IS you..

HAHA~

Well, at the least the KID that i saw was who i think it is..



cute huh??

FYI: I DIDN'T TANGKAP THIS MYSELF OKIE..it was given..or emailed to me


While we are ha ha-ing here..

I've learnt that one of my friend's mum is ill..

She is currently at the second stage of cancer..

GOD BLESS HER please..

I'm so sorry to hear about that..

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Sunday, May 3, 2009
thoughts

Have you even felt that..you're so..unwanted and so useless in life??

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Saturday, May 2, 2009
Ancroym fever

For 2 hours and i only read ONE chapter..

Not bad as starters for the day??

*SIGH*

People now a days preferred ancroyms so much that even when they TALK or to express themselves..they used ancroyms..

A girl in uni..with a group of her friends..talked so loud..well, because of that, i'll be lying if i said i did not hear none of their conversations..

Now, back to the girl..she was like..kept on saying "LOL" when her friend said something funny in order to express her laughter??!!! God..can't she just go "HA HA HA" as NORMAL??!!!

Its a long way to go and i'm so extremely bored

another loud and express-ful *SIGH*

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Friday, May 1, 2009
headache day

*Headache* *Headache*

When i woke up..

The result/excuse???

I slept AGAIN..

God..give me the strength to study..at home..*sigh*

This is the reason why i HATE holidays..

1) you can't enjoy it because you need to study
2) you can't study because you'll be sleeping

haha~~

Okie, okie..i think i MUST add this to blog..

I think i must stop mentioning i want a piece of cake..

WHy, is it wrong to crave for 1 T_T

Making fun of my cake~~

Tak mau kawan~~


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