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I'm so so so bored today after the exam..i don't know why..i badly wanted to go out..so, i asked my friends "hey, lets go pasar malam wei" and then my friend called me back and say "want to go sg wang??we are going"..i was like..SG WANG??!!! hmm..nvm..i let it passed..

1) at this hour going to sg wang = to a big waste to me..because..mana cukup to jalan =P

2) i don't want to go that "far" yet..

After exam, i WILL but not NOW..

Hmm..if to 1u or curve i'm okie..*sigh*

ANyone wants to go out T_T

i also want to eat cake~~~

C>A>K>E~~

I was craving for a REAL 1 okie..my friend sent me this pic pula..dahla got it from GOGGLE lagitu..CEH!





GOD..I WANT A REAL CAKE..PLEASE..PLEASE T_T


My friend was giving some comment about the clip i've posted 2 days back (title: SIGN)..

My friend was saying it made my friend felt...lonely..well, that's NOT the purpose of it being posted okie..and don't say that!!! i'm feelling alone too..i wonder where mr. right is..hehe..for now, i only have mr.stranger =P

God, did i say something that i hurt "stranger" (view last post's comment)..well, i'm sorry if i did..i really have no idea which part of my reply hurt him..well, if that's the last comment means i can't borrow that book??hmm..sorry..that's all i can say..not sure mr. stranger will keep on reading my blog or not but just to apologise to you here then if i hurt you..all the best to you too

Feeling 1:
I was getting ready for uni..
When i opened my closet..*flip* *flip*..and i ended up saying

I have nothing to wear

HAHA!!!~

A girl SAYS that BUT her closet looked so full that the bars holding the hanged clothes might just collapes!!!! =P

All in all, typical girl..

Even yesterday, what i was thinking was not I have nothing to wear..instead..i was thinking hmm, i have lots of black tees.. which i find it quite..erm.."unfit" to wear them now as it is so hot!!And then a girl mind HAS to use the excuse of

maybe i should go shopping for tees

And again, typical girl..

so, what was my list??non black tees, killer heels and dresses??well, do i need a LIST??!!! ada list or not..tengok nice, cheap, then pondering to buy or not to pula..=P

TYPICAL GIRL

Feeling 2:
Hmm..i have something i've been eyeing for..or maybe partially eyeing for but i don't want to share it here.. =)

I'll keep it to myself to admire =P



SOmething to share with all of you..this clip is so sweet!!! wow..hope it really happens in reality =)

OKIE SO THE THINGY APPEARS VERY SLOW..I GIVE YOU THE YOUTUBE LINK THEN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy0HNWto0UY&feature=related

Okie, so i'm bored from reading my notes..

Well, the study room was fully packed with people before the next exam session..that's normal..

But what caught my attention was..this guy from this group of people who were sitting beside me..

Not because he is handsome or what but because..he stood there behind my friend staring at our table for a moment..and this is what happens

as he was about to leave the table, this guy needs to pass by my friend to get out of the area (its a long table, you people can picture it??)..he then saw my friends notes stated SEX AND GENDER (I even have it too..its a subject okie and its not as what you think it is..it is about gender..the meaning for sex and gender to describe a person is different..not THAT meaning for sex..ahaha..see, human reacts by the way they perceive)

His expression was so amused and excited about it with a huge "O" his mouth had created and he elbowed his friend beside him and excitedly pointing towards the notes to show him about the notes..

I can't help it but i feel like i want to burst out laughing..oh my god..GUYS!!!!!

God i'm feeling to bored today,,i can't even read much and there's like..3 more to go?? and all i'm thinking about is i want to eat cake..i want to eat "dim sum"..hehe..both are my favourites =)

or, i'm thinking i want to buy a killer heel (which i already have..i think..2???) or i want to buy those lovely dresses that i saw days, weeks or months ago =P (God, i LOVE DRESSES!!!!)..this time i should say GIRLS!!!!

HAHA~

Humour 1:
A group of friends which i don't know them was COLONISING the a table in front of me..i think they are discussing about past year questions..well,1 guy was complaining he is VERY hungry..as a result he kept on mentioning "Chicken drumstick".

After all the noises and hu ha of theirs..a guy suddenly sang..i think a song from some band "i want to f*** your gf". then another fella said "There's a girl here, don't say these kind of things..must respect the girl"

....with that, it refers to me as they are all guys in that group and i'm sitting alone at my table..while i was deciding mentally shall i go home now, then the other guy asked "in THIS group, who IS the girl..?" and all of them went silent and the hungry guy said "Chicken drumstick"

..hmm, can you get the humour??






Terror 1:
After a terror "ride" for today..

I hope i pass T_T

God, please let me pass!!!


Terror 2:
Can you BELIEVE it??!!!

My HAIR CLIP cut my thumb!!

Isn't that..erm..RARE??

Terror 3:
Nope..

Wishes, hope, dreams..still remains what they were





Thought 1:
Went to Bio Career Fair yesterday with my friend..

The setting was great, perfect..

BUT

The booths were..so..few..

Well, i should've expected this as it is BIO career fair..get it??haha

After the fair,

Friend: you want to walk around?
Me: no because 1)here is hyper expensive 2)i know you hate shopping
Friend: I don't shop but i can WAIT

Well, in my mind, i was thinking..isn't it the same?? you'll still be WALKING around the complex..

Well, honestly I did not want to walk because when you know people around you who dislike it..you think you can CONTINUE although you're aware that people around you are not happy with it???

Thought 2:
I had cucumber soup for lunch..
...it made me wonder..Why do we scrape off the cucumber from its skin before we eat??
I mean, the cucumber was boiled in there WITH the skin..if you say because the skin is tough, well, its has SOFTEN okie..you BOILED it for hours..and besides, if it is because it is tough, then..why when we makan nasi lemak, some they don't peel off the skin of the cucumber, we still telan aje??? Weird huh??

Thought 3:
When it comes to exam..

Everyone is crazy..

Everyone is zombie..

Everyone is..different..

I don't know how to put it but..

Well, all the best to everyone..

Don't loose yourself and take care of yourself =)

We'll make it!!!

God Bless you in your exams and health







I was about to go off9 WITHOUT blogging when i saw my friend's pesonal message on MSN, saying

luck has never gone this way, why should it now

I wanted to blog but i can't pen down my thoughts out today..and i could now..

That sentence written by my friend made me think that..yea..why should it now???

Because its time to gate crash me with "luck"??

Have you ever wish for something that you wanted or dream for something that you wanted and turned out to be merely just a wish and a dream..or only merely just a hope?

Well, that's what i'm feeling now..
When you think something good is going to happen, FINALLY but ended up not even NEAR there..i RASA near only..it did not really happen to be near it at all..







This is it!!!

Genomics!!

The very last page!!..or slide i should say..well, either way..I'M THERE!!I'M THERE!!!

BUT

DO I REMEMBER??

ahaha..THAT, i have to ponder on =P

As a result??

I'll flip it again *sigh*



Sometimes when you look at how people persive things are so un-holistically..

Actually, is not what you see that made you think that way..its what you THINK made it look that way..

People tends to turn a blind eye on what you see is not what the whole pic is

People tend to jump to the conclusion with just a look instead of looking at things holistically or the whole view of it..

Example:
Me sitting with a guy (seriously my classmate)..He the other end me the other end..the only thing i talk is seriously about the damn notes that i don't get it..

What "PEOPLE" (notice the aprostrophy, thank you) persive??

Two words. ADA JALAN

Don't even bother to come over to ask or whatever..come on la..kawan ke, balak ke, you have the rights to come over and say hello and get to the point..it would hurt but HUMANS..normal~~

"Happily" jump to the conclusion that they themselves wanted to listen insted of listening when you explain..

"SOME PEOPLE" will say if i do that you'll fikir bukan bukan..

I AGREE

BUT

Honestly, i think i'll me very bold and saint to just go up and say hello etc..because i don't think its rude or what..as i have the rights???the "SOME PEOPLE" also have that rights..only that "SOME PEOPLE" yang fikir TAK MAU KACAU..then, all i can say is

then , its your problem la

WHY??!!

Because, i'm honestly more than happy if you come over instead of fikir bukan bukan..and i'm seriously more than happy as you can join or "join" with me and my friend..BUT you tak mau..fikir KACAU..ALAMAK, then i tak tau la..with that status, if i say you kacau then..god, then, not to mention you, even I will ponder on myself..

ahaha..you fikir sendiri la..

I'm so sick and tired of mentioning and yet until now..it doesn't register to "PEOPLE" and "SOME PEOPLE" at all..

I didn't even go physically like hugging my friend or whatever..honestly only talk only when i don't get it..and seriously with my mind thinking study wei, then habis..can message (that time when so called "okie") then can go out maybe..

...OH!!!AND What's the best thing of all??

"PEOPLE" and "SOME PEOPLE" sitting with an opposite sex..

What "PEOPLE" and "SOME PEOPLE" persive??

ONE word. NOTHING







Take 1:
My neighbour called me up today..when i was having my very early lunch at 11++am..my neighbour said the car broke down..and my neighbour is alone..

The best hit?? My neighbour is having exam at 1.30 pm..

Pondering on that, wow, shit happens..
Yet, people tend to make it..they make it through,,

No matter how bad is or was the crap was..
We made it through..

To those who tend to RUNAWAY form it instead of solving it..
I daresay, we are ahead of you..

Take 2:
My friend..they broke off somewhat quite awhile ago and i now see them together again!! =)

I hereby, really wish them happiness as they are really a couple to me..

Congrats to my friend..BOTH of them are my friend..

It such a mixed feeling of happy and a slash on me..the happiness is deeply for my friend..and the slash??need i mention??obviously is for myself..Need i explain more?

No

Because you know the story..





Have you ever wonder why humans have feelings?

Take 1:
To me, now it is a nuisance to me..

I was trying to keep myself to my notes now but a guy with a shiny earring on him caught my attention..boy, the earring is really shiny and..sorry to say it but what it made me think is

He looks like a faggot =P

hehe..i'm sure i'll hurt his feelings if he knows what i'm thinking in me..hehe..

Well, the guy turned right and the shiny earring took its pace on the left so gone with the shiny earring to be located..

Sometimes its weird huh??I mean sometimes, its not you who attractted people but its actually what are you wearing or what is with you that made heads turned..

Sometimes, when people starred at me..the first that comes through my mind is seriously on Oh god, kain aku terkoyak ke?? ahaha

Humans are unpredictable creatures..

As i told my yesterday that

Well, never predict humans as they are unpredictable creatures..i think i can understand my pet hamster better although the fella goes squek squek that i can understand mouse languages..but it is still easier to understand them than a human who you can understand their language

Take 2:
Looking back at what i have written yesterday..
It made me think..
I'm sure everyone does something for a reason..
But does the other person know about it??
1st, do you, yourself want it to be heard?
If not, why blame the other party?

What is in your mind when you cuddle with your loved one??
To me, it so symbolizes that I can't let you go..as i love and loved you so much

But does the other party know about it??
No

Do i intend to tell the other party?
No

Why so?
1) its up to me
2) its a healthy sercet that i want to keep it away from him to know..so taht only i know what it means to me..

So, when you don't want to tell but you expect the other party to know, that is so insane..something for you to ponder on..





I'm only human..

and humans sometimes can't multitask in EVERYTHING..

and humans are forever IMPOSSIBLE to know everything but they can try to know as much as possible..

Sometimes when human are comfortable with another mankind, they tend to close one eye in certain matter..

WHY?

Because as i mentioned, humans can't be multitasking in ALL aspects..
Thus they trust the other mankind that the other will share the good and the worst willingly instead of being multitask..that's what close and good friends does..even couples, right?

You're not happy, you just tell it..
You're angry, just show it..
BUT NEVER expect the other to ASK you only you tell it..
How will that person know?
As human can conceal their feelings..

HOw well can someone conceal it is how well they want it to be kept away from the other party..

Some say "I can't hide it from you"
1) They purposely drop few hints so that the other party will know.."hey, something is wrong here"
2) They just want to show is to you so that they share it with you..because it is bothering them so much to the max

For those who concealled it SO well..sorry to say but i can't forsee it so i'm unable to ask you what's happening..I'm a human..i'm not god..i can't read minds..i don't even know (no one knows) if god knows what are you thinking when you don't tell god..as he, almighty also has a lot, billions of people to consider of..maybe he can..but humans DEFINATELY CAN'T..as we are created to have flaws..be it inner or outer..

YOu concealled it so well, how would a normal human to able to know?







I was flipping my notes to see what i have to study yesterday while telling myself that

okie girl, you need to start the battle already..don't be lazy..hush now lazy self..shoo shoo..please start to gather yourself up from the laziness and start the last battle *fingers crossed* for your degree

Then, the lovely doll that i had made for "US" (well, the ex us.."ahaha") had to fall from my cupboard..(god is testing me again)..the dolly scattered so i need to pick them up to fit them inside again..

*Flush flush* The memory of the past..

When I don't want already then i'll give it back to you la!!!

he said
...when i demand it back from him when he so called, called it end

Call me buruk siku if you want to but

I find it so undeserveing to be kept by someone like that i wanted it back as i've put my effeort, mind, heart and soul in the whole thingy when i made it and it is not appreciated

So, i want to message, saying that

The dollies dropped so i have to open it up..and i remembered your words..and it shows that we are never a something to you..we are worst than a thingy as we were NOTHING to you

Well, not actually cooking planned on purpose but the fridge called in sick so you know..how essential fridge is to us..

So, my mum was "cook this this and this.." and the list goes on..

So, in conclusion, i've cooked lunch AND dinner at the same time by 1 something PM..ahaha..

I did ran out of ideas what to cook next for this etc..some my dad marinated it 2-3 days ago before he laft for outstation so that kills some for me to ponder on what HOW to cook the next dish with..

I was cooking since the few days dad was away..mum's working so its only me to cook..but a sudden in cooking all at once..ideas runs off..and due to my limited knowledge in cooking styles..that limits even more..

But oh well, i learned to think over it myself and that's what satisfy me more than someone say "add this, follow that" because you created an output without someone's guide but from yourself..

I was sighing around at home thinking what to do before i start the real battle for my finals..but, humans are humans,..when they get something to do, they complain..so..i seriously look at this at the positive side on

Hey, god did me another favour by giving me this humongous fridge issue today to keep me busy rather than having another nap (and its 2-3 hours long so its NOT a nap no more mind you!!)when actually i had enough of sleep

I thank you for it..and now, please give me strength for studying and not sleeping after all the cooking and cleaning done..hehe





Its hot today, i must say..

When i went out..just a little walk to the bank and i'm drenched..

Oh well, when i'm home, i feel the heat too..

Now a day, the weather is rather weird..either is hyper hot or hyper rain (never hyper cold..that's only my uni's air cond..ahaha)

Well, nothing much to blog about today..

Just feeling rather lazy here..

NO!!!i'm not lazy..i'm just... RESTING (ahaha, see, humansSSSSSSSSSs)



It's a relieve..

Presentation over..

Its good that all are over..but the bad thing is..i saw some flaws in my discussion..*sigh*

Oh well, passed it up ALREADY so don't think about it no more..

Then, i was feeling rather like "I want to go for a movie!!!"

So, I went to 1U..



Got the ticket and viola!

Me, sitting there for..hmm..the show is rather long i must say..around 2 hours???

Well, the movie made me think..Hmm, i'm not THAT bad..i mean..card without money???Wow, i WISH..or ALL of us wish..ahaha..overall, i would say the movie is okie but the book is BETTER..Sophie Kinsella makes it better =)

After that, as usual, walk around la..da sampai..jalan awhile la!!!I saw this bag..omg!!i LOVE it!!! But, look at the PRICE!! (I purposely let the tag shows..hehe)



*Sigh* and the bag, I still left it hanging at the shop in there..







Human are so choosy

They say I'm not this and that..

Well, yea, so far, most people around me are MASK "bozos"..

the boss: Just studying only and sighing around. Haven't even work yet
*Reminder: orang yang jauh sigh, ko layan sekali, aku sigh indirectly, you bising..say ala, sikit aje*

FYI 1:
Tolong open your eyes and tengok la..HELLO!! You think what??I sit in front of the comp, surf some sites to obtain data aje ke??HELLO!!!i NEDD to do LAB works tau..and its so unpredictable the results..you think what?? A firm and definate positive result as expected ke??It's NATURE okie

If i just sit at the comp, surf, wah, i'll be damn happy..so happy..happier than a kid got a candy..why??sebab data boleh tipu..survey??Aiyo, i fill all up myself la!!!

Btw, even surveys are difficult too..if there are easy ways in getting a degree or a masters or a PHD, belambak la those people and most of the people..pick ANYONE from the streets, most probably from that particular field, right?Swt, so, none are easy..the are only said easy if compared to a more difficult field

BUT..now is it the case??NO so please THINK BEFORE YOU TALK

Btw, orang jauh ada other half now..so not that stressful no more as the stress can be shared to killed my the company..BUT tengok la here, alone and the best thing is?? I ada or tak ada, also the same aje..Why?? If ada, i got blame for trying to fulfill my role as a student instead of bearing with it until we grad..it's not that i did not want to go out at all..went..(I also want to go out)but keep it low when you know you can't handle it..at times, i really just want him to accompanmy me..that's all..you sleep while i'm studying or you watch movie(with earphones, please)while i'm studying..i'm okie..as long as you're NOT sittin g there, doing NOTHING..But, HUMANS..or i should say..THAT particular human only..don't get it and just jump to its own conclusion and wa la!a tiny voice in that brain the human listens to..

WHATEVER~~~~~

FYI 2:
I HATE people who compares working and studying..

This is a person who is selfish and does not think of the person from the other side..

If studying is so easy, then you think student are like zombies?? Even a smart pants in that education system also need to read BOOKS

so again,

PLEASE THINK BEFORE COMMENTING OR TALKING

To me, HOW CAN YOU COMPARE STUDY AND WORK??!!
It's a total DIFFERENT stress in a DIFFERENT situation..

so again,

PLEASE THINK BEFORE COMMENTING OR TALKING

**NOTE: FYI = For Your Infomation (I NEED to write this because previously i send message to someone and that someone suddenly shoot me..i was like..what's THAT for??!! and finally the some one said"what does FYI means?"..and i told the someone and the someone said "i thought it was F*** You Idiot"...omg, speechless...)



I'm so tired..and I'm having a headache..yet, i would like to blog..why??because today is..so..UNBELIEVABLE!!!

God is seriously all out to test my capability of being strong!!

1st
lecturer yang ganas..want to meet up, lecturer said "NO NEED"

2nd
no coloured printer so have to keluar print..okie..to i did..

3rd
friend: "80 gsm tapi tak macam 80 gsm jer..go buy la.."
me: but it IS 80!!! Written there 80!!!
friend: what brand
me: indah kiat
friend: hmm..

4th
*at 12.30 PM*
--> Phase 1:
lecturer: Let's have a mock presentation at 3 pm TODAY
me and friend: AHHH???!!!er..*glup* okie

--> Phase 2:
lecturer: NO NO NO!!!Not like that..this is WRONG
me and friend: AHHH???!!!
*reminder: last time.."can we meet??".."erm, not necessary"*

5th
*2.00 PM*
Uni's Computer: *popup message* Trojan etc had been detected
Me: *still working on my slides* (alamak, what can i do that time??!!Uni tak ada antivirus to kill virus also)

6th
*Mock*
lecturer: you should not add this to your slides
me: *swt* but, THAT's my thesis (inner me thinking "wei, besok hantar wei!!gila ka??!!!")
*reminder: last time.."can we meet??".."erm, not necessary"*

7th
computer: *popup message* VIRUS DETECTED
me:*1st thing, click on thesis..*
computer: ACCESS DENIED
Me: ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8th
*went to my friend's place myself*
friend: *meddle with the damn contaminated pendrive* Okie already
Me: HA?!! so fast??

9th
Me:ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!THEY ARE GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!STILL GONE>>GONE WITH THE VIRUS!!!
*Call up friend*
Friend: hmm..AH!!i can convert for you from hardcopy to softcopy!!Come here again
Me: *Amazed* you CAN do THAT??!!!

10th
*remembered that i burnt into cd before*
Me: *search* FOUND!!!!FOUNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11th
hmm, how to tell this damn Vibrios apart!!



At least i'm FINALLY at the "How to write this damn thing" stage now..God, what tests god has given me today..

But, at the end of the day, i took it positively.. thanks to friends that helped me mentally and also physically (off you damn virus)..Virus are indeed everywhere..well, who says virus can't live without a living organisms now!! they now can live on chipboards!!!



SHare 1:
We had test today..a late last call test that we only knew last fri..

Well, It was okie..but all of us..well, MOST of us (..hehe)were so sick and tired of test and classes..

I want to go out!!...says, the inner me

SO, i went to..pasar malam jer..ahaha..went there alone but heck, it was raining on the way..*sigh* no fun..

Well, it was great actually =P

A short outing but it certainly satisfy me =)

Well, basically, after the test, it was like..a hugh burden off me..but still have more, stacking up after that..well, i know i'm able to make it although at times i do break down..but at least i get up..and not running away from it or pushing it to someone to escape from it

I went to get a new toner for my little printer today too (okie!its not THAT little anyway)and i fixed it myself into the printer *clap clap*

Yea, yea, i know it sounds lame..but know what?? A little clapping for myself does not hurt..no one claps for me so i'll do so to myself..

I don't live for the society but i do blend to the society within limits

Share 2:
Well, i wanted to add a clip here for you guys to see it..looks great..i mean it touching actually..at the end, it says "family" but to me..the meaning is more of "THE LOVE OF THE WIFE TOWARDS HER HUSBAND"..it made me think that, will i ever get one like that instead of the one saying "i should've have you as my gf as you're so english and malay educated" when i really did not neglect and portion of my life as a chinese, an english edu or a malay edu..Here, i'll include this clip to share with you all..



Share 3:
Humans are full of excuses huh when you don't want to do something??

Well, if you tak ada hati nak help or do then just say NO..

As simple as that..tak payah kata no problem then when the other party said "yea, i really need your help, thank god you offered the other day" and the so called mau tolong fella say all the oh bla bla bla..excuses ecuses crap

siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas

Share 4:
Final amendment had been done to that master copy of mine and thousands of trees i've killed, i think..well, sometimes i do wonder why paper it down when you can have it in softcopy??

OKie, okie, its a stupid Q because they need to MARK it..fact taken but..the little trees..god..any minor amendment, print lagi..print lagi.."alamak, luper tambah that good facts"..print lagi..

Trees, my condolenceS to you...(notice the bold "s" )..and the best thing is?? I'm contributing to kill the little trees too

....god, I'm a KILLER!!!..*finger pointing*WHY ARE YOU PUTTING THAT LOOK TOWARDS ME FOR?!MACAM AWAK TAK GUNA PAPER ALSO!!HERR!!!







Well, god is like..trying to hint to me that

hey girl, people around you are not true to you, you know..they just treat you like a THING to them instead

Why??Because now a days, things happens around..from those friends i've got and an ex i've got

People that you think that will be with you but ended up they are merely liars..

Sometimes, life is life huh??

Know what??to me what i'm thinking is WHATEVER

HAving an ex like that and having a few friend like this, what's all these un-friend people to me..

I daresay I'm strong to go through this ALONE because i went to something more crappier than this in my whole life..

I daresay that

Yes, i'm young but I definately been through all by myself more that i should

Sometimes, humans are humans..

Now a days, i FINALLY get to see who are true and who are not..

When the people i think that they are true to you, know what?? Just watch your back..even if it is your boyfriend..i've kena this masking shit from boyfriend before and also by friends before


You show them your true self..concerning them in a true and honest way but they in return concern in you in a faked, masked way..

Just bear in mind that

You can't depend on no one

Friends, normal..
Close friends, rare but very common now..
even your boyfriend..as i've been through one that it backstabs you..the 1 that does even BOTHER to stand up for you..doesn't even bother to support you instead, saying

Why can;t you fail for me??!!Always study study study

I haven't been blogging much (sorry!!!)

Too hooked on to the "Word Challenge" on Facebook..hehe..We (my coursemates and i)are super busy..so i used up my "few-minutes-relax-time" for the word thingy instead of here..

Well, i'm back to my blog again..hehe..

Take 1:
Well, yesterday, i wanted to blog about me FINALLY got to chat..(for hours??!!)with my old schoolmate..met my friend in uni..we were so catching up on each other..

Surprising, my friend is also somewhat on the same boat as i am..partly..

After sharing to my friend about my "should-not-be-thinking-over" crap and also my friend's own "should-not-be-thinking-over" crap, i was thinking.."yea..that's right"

We will make it


Take 2:
Things are getting so crammed up now a days..either we sleep or we read or we type..hmm..just be SABARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..hehe..soon...SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNN



Its so very extremely duper hot now a days..god..

When it rains, it rained like its going to drown the whole world!!!

*Sigh* Can't it be..balanced??

Hmm..and yea, it AFFECTS ME!!!because I think i'm going to get darker by this hot sunny day if i were to go home everyday at this hour..god..well, not that i'm fair but i don't want to get any darker!!!! =(

Added to that, i Scalded my thumb..what luck..under the hot sun..one hand holoing my notes and file, the other holding the umbrella with my Scalded hand..the sun fry my hand even more..god..anyway, if you're wondering how is it..before that it was so bad that i find it so difficult to even push buttons on my handphone..but now..after medication, love and care (HA HA HA~) it became RAW again instead of deep fried and well done..ahaha

Well, thank god i'm FINALLY home, here, blogging..(God, i'm such a blogger now) and also hogging onto "pet's society" on facebook..ahaha..well, sometimes, simple games like this might be good for a loner like me now..ahaha..a source of new found good entertainment..

The weird thing about it is they actually categorize an octopus on the head as LUXURY ITEM??god..the wonders of the creater..*salute*


LoONzZ!!! Thank you for your support..i am trying me best..i wish you all the best to you and your darling too..although i tak pernah see who is your other half..hehe.. =)



Sometimes, life is just weird..

When you're learning something, people tend to really crane themselves just to spot out every single fault of yours..

YUp, that's the way..so we will learn..

BUt at times, the person sigh and complaints about it too much but ended when they themselves, sometimes does that error too..

So shall we sigh and complain about it??

Well, bear in mind that the person who is learning is LEARNING and human makes mistakes as we are not perfect



和你並肩同行
together with you in this journey.
一起走過各種天氣
Together (we've) gone through various kinds of weather.
再冷 我都不覺得委屈
If it gets any colder, I still won't feel grievance.
你說過的永遠, 說好要帶我去
you said in the future, promised me that you'll bring me there
心刮著風 下著雨 想著你 往前進
The heart is extorting wind, raining, missing you and proceeding forward.


Oh~~~愛 請問怎麼走
Oh love, how to go on?
我一個人翻過山 越過海
I've gone through the mountains, overcame the sea
只為你對我好過 這份愛前所未有
for you to treat me good in this unpredictable love.
Oh~~~愛 為什麼不走
Oh~~~ love, why don't you leave?
我也不懂誰勸我 誰愛我, 誰可以讓我解脫你的吻像個溫柔的符咒
I don't know who can advise me, who loves me, who can break me free from your kiss that seems like tender spell.

只想 等你 回頭 緊握 我的雙手
Just want to wait for you to turn back and hold my hands tightly.
想著你 就能執著
Just thinking about you can keep me attached (to you).
不管多麼寂寞
don't care how lonesome it is.
我的苦 我的累 我的理所當然
My pain, my tears, my certainties
只要你說你懂,就足夠
just needs you to say you understand and I'll be content.



Scene 1:
It was 8 PM when everyone was home for dinner or went out for dinner..

My neighbour wasn't at home at that time..

But they reached home (after..5 minutes??)
They saw a few men was hopping out off their house!!

God forbid!!!ROBBERY AT 8PM??!!


Scene 2:
Wow, i really didn't expect so many comments about my blog..well, sorry people to make you drowned into my sorrows..i'm really working on it..but its a 4 years bf..how can i just wipe it off so easily although after all he had done..

I here, sincerely thank all of you here, with or without dropping a comment to me for reading my blog..

Scene 3:
Well, fellow readers i have a good news to tell you guys now!!=)

I finally can strike off another item from my to-do list or my wish list..

Yipee!!!

I hope the next thing that i can strike off from the list is me being happier alone

anyway, 1 down..and uncountable more to go..because we are human

We are learning everyday..no matter how old or how young are you..our script and lesson in life are never enough