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**in progress..hehe

I was telling myself yesterday to suck up all my guts and just meet my lecturer about my FYP with me in prayers that my methods for the experience are relevent for the biological world..

There I go this morning, worrying that she might think I'm an idiot if my methods are childish to her.. But then, something tells me that she might not be in uni so I just give a call to my uni, anyway..

me: Hello..morning.. This is xxx xxx campus right?
theuni: Yes
me: I was wondering is dr. XYZ in or she had taken leave?
theuni: well, she is not on leave but she is not in yet.
me: Oh, so when will she be in? She'll be in later is it?
theuni: Actually we are not sure also as their time are very flexi you know. She wasn't in yesterday also.
me: !!!!!...erm..okie..so, I'll try calling back later then
theuni: Okie

WOW!! Lecturer's time are FLEXI?! They can come and go ANYTIME?! That's GREAT man!!! Haha..but still, I still need to worry about my FYP proposal..%%##@$#@^$

I've been disturbing her quite a few times about asking this and that..I hope, fingers crossed that she won't mark me down for it..*sigh*

BUt fear not! I still did what a girl got to do!!!haha..it's SHOPPING!!!!! I bought these and I LOVE them!!!!



see the lovely pin ornament there??I just LOVE it!


hehe..I love this clutch bag..GOD! MY very 1st clutch bag


this dress is a darling to me too!!!!GOD!!hehe..

BUt you know what?? AFter all these "i love this top, this shoes, this whatever"..at the end of the day???MY FYPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP..*sigh*bummer..



I went to a mall just to scout around, then, I came across a cream..that,I think it supposed to be some anti-wrinkle cream on sales...so I decided to get 1..but I'm not too sure is it for the eye or the face etc so I decided to seek advice and guidance fromt he promoter in front of me.

me: Hi, can you brief me more about this product?
thesalesgirl: ???
me: Erm..can you..erm..brief me about this product(louder..maybe she didn't get me just now)
thesalesgirl: ???(still blur)
me: can you tell me more about this product?
thesalesgirl:????!!!!
me: where to put it on??face? eye area??
thesalesgirl:It's..erm.. wait ar..

asking her collegue "zhe ge jiao she me ar??"(pointing to the cream to her collegue). The collegue said "anti-wrinkle cream"

the salesgirl: oh, anti-wrinkle cream
me: Yes, it is but I'm asking where do you it on??face? eye area??
thesalesgirl: erm..erm..(looking at her collegue again pledging for help)

I'm begining to have the idea that she doesn't speak english well so I changed my language to mandarin andthe whole conversation after this goes in mandarin:

me: this cream, apply it to the whole face or just the eye??
thesalesgirl: Oh! The whole face
me: Not for the eye only is it? Can I use it for the eye??
thesalesgirl: Erm, actually, I'm not sure also
me: -_-"
thesalesgirl: There, read the instruction on the box (handling the product to me..the instructions are in english)..Actually, I don't understand what is it writen on it. Can you read for me and explain it to me.

Then I explained to her.

Well, I'm not trying to critic on her english but its actually wanting to critic on the fact that..a customer needs to EXPLAIN to the PROMOTER instead of the promoter explaining to the customer..1st time experience.



I was so true and tell him the truth where, what and who I went out with..
yet, he chose to listen to his own stupid tiny voice in him about me going out with guys instead..
isn't that..so stupid?? He kept on saying that I lie to him..swt..how can I lie when I've already told the truth?? He just wants me to say "I went out with guys" but omg!!I did not how am I supposed to SAY that?? Silly isn't it?? He has no confidence in me or himself?

so, this HE went and purposely talked to girls etc..omg and said that he can easily go for this and that girl..omg..it this what a relationship supposed to be??Did I purposely do so??I'm hell honest that I DID NOT..but as usual, he keeps imagined his own and kept on listening to that stupid voices of his own in his tiny mind..god forbid!!

i'm a malay + eng educatied person. He isn't. He is a chinese educated person..well, I was thinking that,"does it matter??". Boy, it so matters to him. He said that I MEMALUKAN(Humiliated) him bacause I can't speak Chinese well and also can't read Chinese well. GOD!..

Is it my fault??!! You ought to know that I'm a malay + eng aducated, you know I can't speak then why you still want us to be an item? Stupid isn't it? People are sometimes weird and crazy on its own..and I am one of them..still being here..I really wonder why am I still here..I'm hurting myself.I'm stupid and I'm blind



does it considered as loving someone if you don't trust the person??

God!!please help me!!!

Everything I told are the truth and he still blames me for me, lying..God..tell me what should I do..

I went out with my close uni mate today and I told him that I'm going with them..I thought he would only felt gloomy due to the fact that I can actually go out already and not him as his exams are still on..I was fishing for ideas in my mind to think what to get for him to show that he is not left out..instead, he highly blamed me for going out with GUYS..god! The two ppl I went out with today , he also KNOWS them!!!!I was shocked and devastated and also disappointed in him..

this is not the 1st, from time to time I've always need to repeat and repeat myself again about all these..God..what's the reason??Is it because he has someone beside him had done that so he is phobia about it??

Either he is insane or I am insane..which one is correct??
ANSWER:I AM the insane one

(1) A childish guy
(2) A womenizer guy
are these the only men left in this world for girls to choose?!...if it is, I hope the world ends now



FREEDOM for me!!!..for now, if I don't need to head on to suopplementary paper T.T

i went out, a short 1 with my friends..boy was i having fun!!! Honestly, it is really a joy that I've never ever felt before!!! Thus, it added to the flame to encourage me to blog even more.. I wanted to shout out my joy.. I feel like, "god!!I found my wings! It's with me, but I tried it up for something..something that held me from doing all these crazy stuffs with my friends"

My dear friend had no idea how joyfull i felt today.. I kept it away from them though.. as they might think i'm CRAZY!! It's just as simple as a KFC meal together and the threesome of us went to a video arcade to play, erm 3 games and it was really great!!

I'll call it a day and All I want to say is, thank you, Barry and Ryan.. you two made this day wonderful to me =)



oh my god!!when someone asks "do you blog??"
i can now say "oh YES!!"

..my very 1st post on my..obviously very 1st blog!!!haha!!

okie okie, i used to ponder on "why do ppl actually even BOTHER to blog??!! Spending their time typing away?? Don't they have anything to do?!"

..and guess what?? I'm here, typing away myself..

this is when i start thinking..like a blogger..to express onesellf..

Recently, I'm into to many obstacles and problems and i can't seem to open it to everyone that i know..and i thought of this..I'm getting the hang of this though!!!hehe..