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Monday, December 28, 2009
Another day, another year

God i'm here waiting for time to passby instead of doing what i wanted to do at home..*Sigh*

So this is the time i wish i was sick enough to be qualified for a MC =P

So much to do at home yet so little time..

Here, so little to do, so much time...TOO much in fact but i can't do my own personal issue..

*Sigh*

I want to go home~

Home was used to be a boring platform for me..(well, be it out or home is boring to me actuaaly =P )..but now, the table has turned..it's true though that one said we need to get something to do to keep ourselves occupied..and i'll be the 1st to say "aye"

Just take it as after a student life, you tend to have more time. Why so? because you ain't need to rush home to do revision..homeworks..notes..future lessons (this does not apply to some smarty pants) but we worked for the specific hours then we just go home..no homeworks no notes..(again, exception to those who are workaholics who stays in the office although way after wee working hours)..

I want to

Bake..

See my 1st muffin..it came out good but i..okie..so i honestly say it doesn't TASTE good *Sigh*

Me trying to cut down the sugar content ended up being tasteless..








So i present you my 1st failed-in-taste-but-a-success-in-shape-or-physically-carrot muffin.. there..a LONG name..

My colleague used to ask
"So what's your biscuit's name/title?"

..and i'll stop dead..and they said

"MUST have a name"

..so there, i have a name for whatever i'm baking now..ahaha..but all in all..i daresay its not that bad for starters!! I was worried that it might not rise but ended up something else turns out wrong instead..Next target, i want a soft and fluffy muffin (okie, another honest confession: it still is kind of fluffy but it wasn't THAT fluffy)

One day
Colleague: Do you review back what had you done for this whole year at every end of the year?
Me: Urm..no?? Half of my previous life..ain't need to be reviewed because I'll be studying?
Colleague: What's your new year resolution?

Hmm, good question though!
As a student in half of my previous years i daresay I'm not active in any sort..be it home or outdoor activities..Okie, so i'm afraid to do much as i'm no smarty pants..i need to make an extra mile in order to get those darn info in me..itu pun separuh je..

Well, those were the days..
Now, i do look back this year..because this year..i encountered 2 phases of life..no..i think it should be 3, unofficially..

Phase 1: life of the final year student
Phase 2: the transaction of a student to an employee
Phase 3: the official working life (and more to come)

Beside this phases..other sub-phases in our life do occur too..like personal issues and all..

After all the havocs that happened in year 2009 to me..i still think that, year 2009 was a great success to me =) I've done well..be it in personal, self issue, studies, working etc..I daresay i've done a lot

..for myself (i know it sounded selfish but i need to built up myself, to stabilize myself before i can not stabilize but patch up for others..)WHy not stabilize others?I know..you're thinking i'm selfish again but you cannot help someone to acheive something if they themselves are not trying.. so enough said about that for you to get what i mean..

I'm officially a graduate with an Hon degree in May and since after that, i was never staying at home looking unpolished and glumly or being a couch potato the whole day..

I started off with something that was not related to my degree..i started off small and still small but at least a field that is in my line..i even continue being small..although not much but it really helps to kill my time..i rather to be busy than hitting the malls oh-so-very-often but aimlessly walking around looking at expensive items that you can't afford then go home with a big fat parking receipt that made your purse go thin..

Btw, who says i don't keep time to myself??!!That pure lie..

I did bake..with hugs and kisses and thanks to all who had contributed to make this a dream come true to me..not by providing help in baking or recipe or tutoring but the appliances

My aunt and cousin, for the very extreme basic item, THE OVEN
--> Here, although she doesn't read blogs or even go online, i would like to sincerely thank aunt and cousin for the lovely oven as a gift..i did not expect my aunt to voice out on sponsoring me an oven for my birthday this year..without you, baking wouldn't be done even until now

Myself on FINALLY slapping myself and say "HEY!start using the oven! its being bought for a purpose!"
--> Okie, i admit that i didn't IMMEDIATELY started using it when i got it..not even after a few weeks..it as MONTHS after that..i got it aorund July..its been lying on the floor, unwrapped then in the store..i DID think of "WHY did i asked for THAT? Maybe i should say angpau will do"..then i slapped myself and i FORCED myself to use it..that's what i wanted to do..why the hell i hesitated!! and i did not regret me nagging myself =)

My parents in having so many junk at home for me to use (that explains why most of my cookies, cakes, muffins have oats on them)
--> No comments for this..its being well explained in that single sentence..

to everyone who was so supportive of me..who wanted to try my baking although i REFUSED to give because it tasted really bad (yea, yea, my muffin!)

To uncle and cg friend who bought me other baking products that allows me to produce a more polished looking product

I also watch those new series of dramas..(as i have contact with the direct supplier, i've been a supplier too in office)

I read again (being a student again)

I seen or meet more different and weird people during my random jobs that made me more eyes-opened-wide

I got to meet more people

I'm a more positive, cheerful and confident thinker (but of course sometimes you sure to be unsure of something)

So, what's my new year resolution??
I do have it..but shall i mention here??!!
So i'm a chicken to mention it here, afraid that it might not happen..because..

i want to pick up my chinese again that i had left eons ago ever since i left kindergarden..i was a pro at THAT point of time be it in written or spoken and then it deteriorated..I've gone trough some centres that provide this services but most, lt is only on spoken..so, i planned to self study..i'm still keeping those kiddy books that they used to give us although being adults to practice..

I had doubt in myself of being able to do so but i'll still put it onto my list

I'll bake better..that 3 lettered sentence had self explained well

I'll try to coach better in order for them to keep the faith in me and also in myself on not giving some ajaran sesat..

So, far, i think that's all..

Hmm, i think its really true..without at least an aim in your life, life is NOT a life..although your aim is so small like "i want to walk to the 100m shop"..its better than no aim..life is really pointless without aims..

That, is, the, pURpoSe oF LiFe =)

So what's YOUR resolution?

Happy New Year and also in years ahead =)

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