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Thursday, July 9, 2009
worth

OKie, so I'm supposed to rest..

I JUST got a slight flu and a dry throat..

But, what made me blog here..???

Hmm..

I fleed from my daily routine to cell group today..

HOnestly, i did hesitate on joining..but i snapped myself out and i then spent sometime..willingly, later after that on wanting to know more about "The Almighty"

I'm dead tired..but i did not hesitate no more on going..i don't know why..although i'm tired, although i'm whining inside me that i'm really tired and also added that that this is "the week" that i really felt what it was supposed to be felt when one is a student and the other is a worker..

From past cell groups, i was exposed from being specific in praying right to HE anwers our prayers but the only question is WHEN..today, they enlightened me on healthy self esteem..

AFter all the great explaination of it, i was extremely wiped out..i need to excuse myself early to go home and not miggling around with the rest after cell..

The journey home was rather rough
Then i thought "no worries, think abt getting to munch on food when i reached home" (I'm tired AND hungry)
When i got home..
NO ONE WAS HOME=no food/dinner

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mentioned to the receiver that frequently receives my whining and childish-ness manner in me that

i was home AND alone..


NOw a days, i kept receiving "missed called messages" from the mobile phone line company instead of the phone rings..weird~

So happened that this happened when my most frequent caller called me..and with that, the caller's plan to sleep well turned into making an aimless journey to and back home from middle of a crazy road with a few flying vehicles..

Luckily i received the missed call msg just in time to let the caller know that i'm okie~

So, some of you might be thinking "SO???"

Well, what i can say is..sometimes, i really need a healthy self esteem that there's wonderful things around me but i don't have the confidence to say "i will have it" or "i've got it with me"

No offence but people around me do ask me the same question when i told them i need to go for cell..

Q1: Your "he" is a christian is it?
Q2: Are you converting??!!! (with the aghast look!!)
Q3: Why are you joining??!!

Well, all i can say is

I'm still what i am


but i must say that cell group does made me think the other way and made my attention focused more onto the side that i had never lay my eyes on..a part that explains everyone's life..but i've never being guided to that part of our life before..a part that i can't explain what and how it is..but i know it definately is in everyone's life..

I feel balanced in all aspects in my life now..the "balance" might not be prefect all together..not those cloud 9 balance..not those fairy taled "live happily ever after" balance that definately does not happen in real life..an obstacle also fits into the balance..but i now daresay

My life is complete


My life will not be complete without them, will not be complete without you and certainly will not be prefect without the stranger that suddenly appeared out of no where to step into my life, planned and gifted by Almighty for us to meet..

Good Night

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