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Monday, May 18, 2009
a little of everything

right, i can't deny that yesterday's outing was a little..erm..impromptu..and it turned out..well, visiting various already-closed-stores-area..(oh come on, its..what??i think its like..around 12++ am??)

Well, that's not the case of blogging abt it here..

the driver did say

tmr, you must be blogging by saying that we went to various places but none available for a movie and it all went so bad that we came out just to see what happens when nightfalls on the curve..


HAHA~~

Well, that's not the main topic of this post..

I did wonder a few times myself that..

Shall i stop blogging??


Yesterday this was brought up again..

The purpose of me ended up a blogger..to express the unheard side of me..or to express the side that i had revealled to people around me but they chosed to turn a blind eye over it..

I was rather inactive in blogging previously and now its like a habit..I daresay, i think i really have a REAL life, walking-piece-of-mind-sharing half now..

SO, shall i still blog? The blog has no purpose itself now is it??


The answer is no..I will not stop blogging..

REason??

Because..

THis is where i met the REAL life, walking-piece-of-mind-sharing half..someone who sincerely calls me perfect when the fact that there are so many imperfections in me to be listed out..someone who really accepts me as who i am..as what i am..and how i am..


BUt

NO matter how much you're on cloud 9, I slipped off it as i was thinking..

this hand is difficult to be held..


So, i went back to square one..being the girl that used to sit in a corner at night sobbing herself..

I don't want to explain more about it here..

But i would like to press onto something else..

Previously, my bro told me
he did not give you the assurance and that is so wrong as that is what the other party has to do when the other is has doubts..


I realise that, i'm playing all roles myself all along..until i CANNOT phantom the statement given by my bro on "ASSURANCE??!!"..what's that all about??

and, wow, I just knew and felt what that assurance supposed to be like, finally..

I want to excel in all aspects in life..be it job, education, as a daughter, wifey~, gf or a friend but i don't want to be both..the guy and the girl at the same time..

I remembered my friend said

Its okie dear..find someone that you be the girl and not being both the girl and the guy..this is sharing and NOT only one party who takes all the job


and all i went was "a ha~~" when my friend said that..

and a ha~ indeed it is now

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