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Thursday, October 28, 2010
eye twitching

Scene 1:
My eye had been twitching since morning today..
It reminds me of the old folks saying about various superstitions when it comes to this eye twitching manner..

There are 2 indications as it depends on which eye that is twitching..

An old Chinese saying about twitching eyelids says that "the twitching of the left eyelid indicates the coming of good fortune; while the right one is a warning about the coming bad luck


But to my uttermost surprised that it bound to happen the opposite for a female!

In women the tables are turned as a twitching right eye signifies good luck while a twitching left one is considered a bad prognostic


Well, well, being a crap myself I decided to google it and heck, there's other indications of it from the eye of the other races perspectives..

Surely and definately the scientific world brushes off this indications from our mind and insert some diseases that are bound to happen ahead of us with regards to the simple act of eye twitching

But the scientific world did gave me a detailed explaination of the causes of eye twitching..

Why Does My Eye Twitch?
Stress:
While we're all under stress at times, our bodies react in different ways. Eye twitching can be one sign of stress, especially when it is related to vision problems such as eye strain. Reducing the cause of the stress can help make the twitching stop.

Tiredness:
A lack of sleep, whether because of stress or some other reason, can trigger eyelid spasms. Catching up on your sleep can help.

Eyestrain:
Vision-related stress can occur if, for instance, you need glasses or a change of glasses. Your eyes may be working too hard, triggering eyelid twitching. Computer eye strain from computer use is also a very common cause of vision-related stress.

If your eyelid twitching is persistent and very annoying, you should have an eye exam, because you may need vision correction. If you spend a lot of time on the computer, you also should consider talking to your eye doctor about special computer eyeglasses.

Caffeine and alcohol:
Many experts believe that too much caffeine and/or alcohol can trigger eye twitches. If your caffeine (coffee, tea, soda pop, etc.) and/or alcohol intake has increased, cutting back is worth a try.

Dry eyes:
More than half the older population experiences dry eyes, due to aging. Dry eyes also are very common for people who use computers, take certain medications (antihistamines, antidepressants, etc.), wear contact lenses and consume caffeine and/or alcohol. If you are tired and under stress, you also may develop dry eye. It's best to see your eye doctor for a dry eye evaluation, because many treatments are now available.

Nutritional imbalances

Allergies:
People with eye allergies can have itching, swelling and watery eyes. When eyes are rubbed, this releases histamine into the lid tissues and the tears. This is significant, because some evidence indicates that histamine can cause eyelid twitching.
(Source: http://www.allaboutvision.com/conditions/eye-twitching.htm)

But in my case, my right eye is twicthing so according to the chinese view is it..GOOD LUCK!!! =P (ignored the scientific matter =P)

Scene 2:
Another crappy unexpected incident that I came acrossed was

Make sure your hair is clean so that you will not have dandruff because I can see it as you're far shorter than me


WTH!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!
I'm not mad that the person said that I'm super short..I just felt so very extremely hilarious about that..I didn;t even THOUGHT about that dandruff issue before..ahaha~

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Tuesday, October 26, 2010
背叛自己

In a very hot online getaway, someone posted a simple article..

Jika anda seorang wanita, carilah lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut.
Jika anda seorang lelaki, jadilah seorang lelaki yang mempunyai sifat-sifat berikut.

1. Kuat amalan agamanya. Menjaga solat fardhu, kerap berjemaah dan solat pada awal waktu. Auratnya juga sentiasa dipelihara dan memakai pakaian yang sopan. Sifat ini boleh dilihat terutama sewaktu bersukan.
2. Akhlaknya baik, iaitu seorang yang nampak tegas, tetapi sebenarnya seorang yang lembut dan mudah bertolak ansur. Pertuturannya juga mesti sopan, melambangkan peribadi dan hatinya yang mulia.
3. Tegas mempertahankan maruahnya. Tidak berkunjung ke tempat-tempat yang boleh menjatuhkan kredibilitinya.
4. Amanah, tidak mengabaikan tugas yang diberikan dan tidak menyalahgunakan kuasa dan kedudukan.
5. Tidak boros, tetapi tidak kedekut. Tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana.
6. Menjaga mata dengan tidak melihat perempuan lain yang lalu lalang ketika sedang bercakap-cakap.
7. Pergaulan yang terbatas, tidak mengamalkan cara hidup bebas walaupun dia tahu dirinya mampu berbuat demikian.
8. Mempunyai rakan pergaulan yang baik. Rakan pergaulan seseorang itu biasanya sama.
9. Bertanggungjawab. Lihatlah dia dengan keluarga dan ibu bapanya.
10. Wajah yang tenang, tidak kira semasa bercakap atau membuat kerja atau masa kecemasan.


Okie maybe this note clearly states the race of the great authour but the contents still, able to apply to some others who might not be what the authour race is..

Having said that, these are somewhat simple requirements that humans, apart from vit M..able to comply to it?

Ponder ponder

Have I got it?
All the requirement from the other half?
Well, I will not give a definate yes or no here in order to preserve the answer to myself..well, sometimes, people needs to be less transparent huh? =P

But what I can say it as what is written on my "muka buku"(thank you Fong-san for this ever so directly translated word) that:

sometimes, you need let go of something that you treasure so much but unstable in order to scarify for something that is not that a roller coaster ride or stable to you


我背叛自己

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Saturday, October 23, 2010
best mistake i've ever made



One step too far
All at once I'm falling
Just like a star
I'm burning for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake

Cause suddenly I'm walking'
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving' me insane
And now my feet are standing
Where they've never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate

If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won't be afraid
Cause ever if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made

I'm in your room
Now there's no denying'
What's in your eyes
When I look at you
Two shadows talking' but they don't make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now

And the air has turned electric
Now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands
And suddenly I'm shaking'
As your fingers touch my skin
I don't need to understand

And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don't belong
I know I'll carry on

So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I'm so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break

When I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I'll always say
You're the best mistake I ever made

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Monday, October 18, 2010
who is the real Jade?

After months of my long-lost friend since contacted me..
I missed you

This cleared up the fog in my eyes..

It true..
I'm being rather one sided..
This problem arises from me..
I do not deserve the greatness of God's gift now as I myself wasn't that stable enough for all these..
No matter how many good deeds falls into my hands, I still able to dish out a few faults from the great deeds..

Here, I would like to deeply apologise to my love ones..
For being ignorance
Trying to avoid myself to fix what has been hurt inside myself
I choose to spend hours on other people and other issues instead of being with myself to understand myself

But,
I'm still a coward..
God, please forbid that and make me foresee what is best for the best..
He, who shone above me all the time..leading me through the path with his lights but I turned it away..
Not in a bad way but He who shone me the BEST way but I blindly took the better way instead
(Grammar reminder: good, better, best)
Some things that had been done could not be rewind..

The friend said:

You're still hurt Jade..you still need time..maybe you should just cool down before starting it again..you're not the Jade that I used to know..

last time..
u are more happy go lucky la..
not restricted that much


Jade is just wearing a happy mask all these years
Jade is just an actor on the stage when she needs to act in front of certain people
Jade is just an actor MOST of the time when she is by herself
Jade wants to break free
Jade seeks HIM, all mighty
Jade knows HE will never tired to shone lights again and again like a GPS human had created now
Jade wants to peel off the sadness in her
Jade knelt down before HIM for forgiveness
God, help me
To search for myself..
Who is the real Jade?

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Thursday, October 14, 2010
Life

Thought 1:
The people around here were talking..mostly on fruitless issues..
All the random craps that they can think of..
Or I daresay its more of in forms of insults..
As I laid myself at a dark corner to avoid myself from those fruitless stories..

Jade is not happy here..
Well, I unintentionally proposed a hypothesis (can't define it as a theory as not scientically proven yet =P)

if the job is ok but people like shit..job=shit.if job shit, people are ok, job=not so shity..still can tahan..if job not okie, people are half half okie, job=shit(Jade Yow, 2010)


Thank you for Stephy for the citation in facebook..ahaha..

Isn't it true?
I mean no matter how great or extravagant the job is but having shity people around, the job ain't that extravagant no more as you can't just try to hide a corner or to avoid the stage or the lime light that lighted up the whole office..

No matter how much you try..you simple just can't avoid as certain circumstances..

Thought 2:
I was in the midst of boredom so I hogged onto my previous staled post that I had written here every since the day I started blogging..

All that I can express was

WOW


But, that ain't a good expression for that..
Why?
I think I'm still not grown..mentally..
Definately hoping physically to slow down the aging processes..

Have you ever wondered all revolved around us human is just education, bring home the bacon, affection..
Aren't we humans tired?
Again and again..

I believe in this very realm, all aspects of life had been encountered but it depends on the person able to handle it well or so or otherwise..

During our forefathers, education wasn't the main factor but not it is..

Blame evolution that had to make us work extra for income to lay food on the table and also for the extra now like education..

Every living organism in this world needs a soulmate be it even the simplest microorganism, some of them also requires a soulmate together..the microorganism doesn't travel alone, no?

Ditto to humans a multiorganism that was claimed to the the most vulnerable and mind boggling creatures in the world..
This always being blamed as the most faulty reason to slow down mankind..
Well, is that so?
I think its the emotion that has to be guilty for these
Or at times there were to many options in life that we wnat to try out all options in order to see which falls prefectly into your hands

I hate being in the middle..
I hate choices now but without choices, life is dull and you might get the wrong person or whatever it is because you have NO chioce..well, as what a saying said

If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice


If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything


I hate life!


Current obsession

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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I realised that people around my age or within my circle of friends, at least..rarely update their blog..all left redundant..like mine!

Either
a) we grew out of it as we know how to sustain the emotion and also the pressure in life for those who had the same reason as I am to blog

or

b) we just don't have time for it, no more although we so badly want to mention every nook and crany in it..

So, what's my option?
Hmm..
I would say...

c) all above

=P

Although life for me had been rather..routine..but there still some varies between the lines..

Where should I start, I don't know..
Just take it as..
There's so much that needed pondering
decisions decisions..

Jade, you can't but its not impossible

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